i .. there are no words.
months ago, jenn and i stole the cheat from jarrod. it was the last time we've seen him. we've known he's been moving to florida for a while, but knowin' j - we didn't really think he was going.
tonight he called to get the cheat. he's leaving "the end of next week".
but. that's not. what. i've. been told... by... everyone else.
jarrod. oh jarrod. :: shakes head :: ...... what have you gotten yourself into now.
letting go of friends is harder than breaking up with someone. i know once the end of next week comes i will never hear from this kid again. and if i do i'll be surprised. either situation that's going to occur - he's out of my reach.
not that we're that good of friends anymore. but. it's still a disturbing thought.
wow. so much has. changed. i remember ... my friendship with him forming. and .. that time of my life. i felt. would never end. ... and what i got out of it is two fold what i wanted. :: smiles and looks around :: he is indirectly responsible for my life being where it is. so he will always be a good friend, no matter what time or distance can do. i wish him. ..
well. in. whatever his life brings him through. i only hope he's strong enough to handle it and knows when to ask for help.
i could keep going and going and going and going and going and going on this topic. so, i will stop now. and smile. and be thankful for my life.
