the last couple of days have been good as indicated in my previous entry. My daughter started her job this week i wish i found a job it would help but i'm keeping my hopes up. I'm getting the counceling and medicine to help me with my mental health I feel more relaxed and able to deal with my current situation. I feel less hopeless and depressed. I actually believe in hope again. I've really started walking again and want to do it more to lose this baggage i have on my body and soul. I've also had the energy to train my puppy suzie though she's not really a puppy per say she is 3 years old but she is so tiny and so active that she acts like one she needs obedence training and i got her actually fetching and bring back the ball to my feet she just has to learn not get distracted.
thats all i'm just trying to post more good news than my usual sorrowful laments.
