This is pretty much a rough draft, just so I could get the words outta my head.
Time spent with the one
I believed I loved.
Together yet apart
Never really together
Living a lie.
I thought I could change if maybe.
Maybe if I could just Love
A little more for the both of us.
It's gone, vanished
Never really there.
The Love I thought
I once had for you.
You making sure
That it was
Never Really
Ever there.
Stolen,
My world
Stolen,
My everything.
Invaded was my life
By a parasite,
That used glamour
To disguise itself from me
Hopeful and Hopeless Blurred into one.
Both cannot exist in the same domain
They cancel each other out.
And what's left is a void
Our paths can never again cross
If they do, it would be a devastating
Only one, maybe none would be left standing
Among the ruins.
Gone are you from my mind
Cast out of my heart
I have found
A way to rid myself of you!
My greatest victory shall be
Your fall from that pedestal
And I shall see it!
And walk away with a smile.
And say "Karma has made things equal"
And my word of advice for you
"Is to stay down, in that hell
As you were never the man
You thought you were."
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