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Today is gonna be the hardest day I've had in a very long time. Because today I have to say goodbye to my best friend. The one who has been there as my constant and most devoted companion for the past 3 years, who licks away my tears, talks to me incessantly (about what im not sure), who makes me laugh, greets me when i leave even for 15 mins like I have been gone for 10 years, cuddles with me in bed, doesnt care if im fat, or have makeup on, or generally look like shit. The one who somehow knows when i dont feel well or when im sad and stays close to my side like a shadow of myself. The one and only being in the world that I know truly loves me for who I am and doesnt ask for anything more than to be fed, and play fetch with a stick and have his ass scratched on a regular basis. As I sit here in tears, pondering my life over the past year and how difficult some of the things were, the surgeries, the problem solving, the one constant that has been with me through all my troubles with an undying love is my Nicky. My pets are like my children. I love and spoil them and take great joy in every minute I have with them. Now that I have to move, I feel as though I have failed them in my duty to take care of them and provide them with a home till their dying day. I dread the look in his eye when I have to drop him off, knowing he will grieve for me. I know there is nothing I can do and am greatful that he has a place to go that will not put him down, and in fact a woman in Lubbock wants to adopt him. BUT DAMNIT HE IS MY DOG!!! No one here knows how very much I love this dog. Today i pay tribute to my pets and pray that they find love and happiness in their new homes. I just wish I could stop crying. Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting Please everyone support local shelters that are NO KILL SHELTERS...The one I am using is called Noah's Ark...and before you take your dog or cat to the SPCA who generally only hold them for 7 days before euthenasia, check and see if there is a local animal shelter who is NO KILL. "I LOVE YOU NIKKO I LOVE YOU SADIE.... PLEASE NEVER EVER THINK I DONT AND NEVER FORGET ME...." Thanks... Chrissy
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