Temple of the Damnd Kracker's blog: "general"

words I say don’t always come out right
and they always seem to start a fight

I know what I say can hurt you
and believe me I don’t mean to

the last thing I want to see is you sad
because I can’t control myself when I get mad

I know all you want from me is my best
but right now I need time to rest

everything is happening so fast
how long will it all last

everything is falling apart
it’s ripping my heart

I have so much anger built up I have to get it out
and all I want to do is scream and shout

I take it out on you
even through I don’t mean to

I’m sorry for causing you more stress
I know even you need time to rest

Everything just fades
Even when intentions are good
Misunderstood, I am
Considered, I am to be the reason for every problem.
I accept that life treats me like this
I will go on and live
Not to die so soon, I will live
Life will go on, that is all I can say
Even if I am considered to be the worst human alive
Only cared, that is all.

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Ocean Minds

It was always magic imagined
we couldn't cross the distance
that blew onto our separate shores
a crazy love tangled web
twisted emotions on oceanic minds
 
 
under my night sky
and your summer blue
the moon lit my face with kisses
sent by you from the burning sun
connected by a thread overstretched
 
 

I never knew it would fly so far
build to the height of unsteadiness
it was love unimagined before it came
we hungered and devoured greedily
fed fast without thought
until we started drowning in the tears
 
 
under my night sky
and your summer blue
the moon lit my face with kisses
sent by you from the burning sun
connected by a thread overstretched
 
 
would you love me for all I remember
would you love me if our worlds collide
would you love me if I stood on your shore
would you love me at the end of it all
would you love me if I was more real than a dream

Deep inside these bitter wall's
cold steel rest's, a cage holding
me here, locked on the outside
I sit on my knobby perch,
claws wrapped around tight,
will I ever feel the wind under my
wings again,
will rain drops land gently on
my feathers ever again,
would my wings even flap anymore
if I got the chance,
why hold me,
cage me,
I'd look even more beautiful
if I could fly

Orange

Now see the beautiful sunset ore the ocean blue
Fiery colors due abound of poems there are a few
I wish that I could write one, about that perfect hue
But nothing rhymes with Orange

Orchards stretch for miles, they never seem to stop
There nectar baring fruit is one that’s hard to top
A fruit that justifies a sonnet, but might as well be rock
But nothing rhymes with Orange

How do I describe a basketball?
Or the bricks within my garden wall
The autumn leaves before they fall
But nothing rhymes with Orange

So the hardest line you’ll ever write
One to keep you up all night
So please tell if you might
What the hell rhymes with ORANGE?

ALONE IN MY HEAD!

Alone in my head,
I'm feeling so low,
You wont understand,
No one can know.

My eyes are so tired,
I can't sleep at night,
A face haunts my dreams,
When I turn out the light.

It happened so suddenly,
It happened so fast,
I knew all at once,
That none of this would last.

Was I just a game?
Was this all just for fun?
Did my feelings matter,
To anyone?

"This didn't mean anything",
That's what you said,
As I was so shamefully,
Getting up from the lonely ] bed.

I held my head high,
As I walked by your side,
Tears welling up,
I was dying inside.

Weeks have passed,
Keeping secrets, telling lies,
I don't have the strength,
To look either of them in the eyes.

My heart has been betrayed,
Not once, but twice,
Once by my best friend,
Once by the love I thought I knew.

Deep down inside,
I know it's my fault,
So I'm just going to lock it,
Away in my vault.

Sometimes I still think I'm in a bad dream,
When I'm lying in bed,
Still all alone,
Inside of my head.

Hunted Prey

I have watched you from afar
for many, many years.
Now is the time to make my move
And to show who I am.
I want to take you in my arms
And never let you go.
You are my all, my everything
And I will make you mine.

Captive Passions

I wish to possess you
I wish to entrance you
I want to make you mine.
Let me be your captor
Let me bind you up
I’ll show you wonders divine.

Unleashed

Now is the time to show you
just what you do to me.
You have made me what I am
And I love you for it.
You’ve unleashed the demon
And you have set him fee.
One day we will be together
Forever, you and me.

Willing Slave

Your love has me trapped.
I cannot move, I cannot breathe.
But I don’t want to be let go
Please don’t ever set me free.
You are my jailor
I am your slave.
I am yours forever
Until I go to the grave.

  Plotting

Watching, waiting, stalking
Searching, skulking, smiling.
Love is not all romance
Love is mystery, love is misery.
Love is a big piece of dark chocolate
Bittersweet and forbidden.

A broken laugh

a broken laugh
an unhinged believer
a tale uve never heard…

a sigh
a scream
agony

no light
such pain
reality

this is what life is, u know
a broken record frozen… slow

an endless cycle of loss and hate
but this ive realized much too late

I once had hope
  Ionce did trust
no longer is that true

my age, its strange
I feel so old
my name, its unfitting
im not myself

why? isnt that always the question
why is there no end, no peace
w hy does this agony never cease?

and yet… i know of love
  Iknow of freedom
it feels faraway, sometimes
but there is a reason for this suffering

Is there??