warrior's blog: "Future Plans"

if dreams are only dreams if dreams are dreams and reality is reality then where in the world am i? i am niether here nor there, i am with you, yet with out you i am lost to myself yet you found me i am everything you want but i am nothing i want i am the darkest sky while you think i shine like a star, you think i am the world yet i am not of this world, you are my dream yet to you i am reality. i am nowhere but you take me everywhere. what am i??? i am the voice in your heart i am the pain in your heart, i am the reality thats comes from your dreams. i am you lover your companion, your enemy and your friend..........i am you yet i am me and we are one in the same and for that i love you heather and am greatfull that we are what we are... ...............always yours whenever, and where ever. Rob.xxx

the dream is over You knew this would happen, u you told your self a thousand time Rob. The hardest thing in life to do is to be truthfull and thats wot you did Rob. you were truthful, but you were truthful at the wrong time., all she wanted was to hear u say you loved her, all she wanted was to hear you wanted her and you couldnt do it could you Rob??? Well, Rob, My old friend who has travelled this world beside me, who has slept beside me, who has laughed and cried with me. This is ur inner self, sayin Rob.... You did this, You can no longer blame me. i am not to blame this time. So as your pride left You. I too must leave you. Rob, You have been a true friend for 28 years, you protected me in ur skin and i love you dearly. but this is it. goodbye my friend. forever no more tears, no more pain, just simply.......goodbye.

future paths this is my life on the wrong side of the tracks nothin in between, just the bare facts, brought up in a dump no shoes on my feet, left to fend for my self n wander the streets, always lookin for somewhere to call my home, not findin this place i continued to roam, wanderin around n left to ponder, the thoughts in my mind that fill me wiv wonder, dreams will come n dreams will go, but pittsburghs callin n thats all i know, gotta break free n find a way out, of this place called England thats left me wiv doubt, doubts of myself, doubts of my place, but all doubts will subside wen i look on ur face, lady liberty holds nothin on you, ur the face of an angel, of someone i knew, someone i havent met but soon will, wen our worlds collide the mortal world stands still caught up in a moment of pure perfection n bliss, then the moment we've waited for...we share our first kiss. the life of a warrior hidden within, is striped of all broken sin, cleansed from ur spirit and left to walk free, left to live the life i've wanted a life wiv you n me. dedicated for u who knows me better than any other, u who i share my time and mind and dreams with, u, just u. i love u eternally. Warrior Within.