Foxglove's blog: "friends with benefits... help please!"

well things didn't go good, lets just say that avoidance is an issue that no amount of talking can fix, and while it is a shame I didn't think it would end like this. I've never regretted anything and now I'm just left searching for what it was I was supposed to learn from him. maybe it really is that you should know where your going with someone. oh I don't know, I just wish I could have atleast said goodbye in person. I feel like such a horrible person I know that his dying is not my fault, I know that us not talking is not my fault, but I still feel horrible I wish he wouldn't have done this or atleast had an explanation as to why he disregarded my wishes I never asked him to take care of me and I wish he never had

that I really should have paid attention too 54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like whether it's a one time deal or not ....

ok So I had a purely sexual relationship with this guy for about 5 months now, and well as it started out as just some fringe pleasure I got attached to him. Now what you have to know about this guy is that he is dying and not like you and me, he's terminally ill, his heart is giving out, so I really should not have gotten attached to him but I did and while I do care about him we are not going out. Now Rex, thats this guys, Rex had an appointment with his cardiologist and of course he didn't get good news, so he decided that he needed to take care of me and make sure I was with a good guy, because I deserve a good guy and that is his defense for trying to give me to his Friend! now please I have no clue what to do about this I really care about this guy bout He tried to give me away! anybody got any advice?