Not Tellin McLovely Ladybug's blog: "Fresh start"

Last night, a friend (Lisa) called my near tears....I did my best to give her advice and calm her down

Then today a different friend (Ant) had me plating match maker, and snapped at me during the course of it

Then just a little bit ago a third friend..my best friend (Kellee) called me in hysterics...she is breaking up with her bf

I did my best to help everyone and be a good friend

Now I feel the need to be vile and rude

I am NOT the best at giving comfort to people....so I get to be a cunt now, right?

Annoyed.

I had no power when I got home from work last night..until 2:30 in the damn morning.

A fat bitch cannot be expected to go without AC that long.

Then I get a message from a friend, asking me to tell her about a guy I know. THe guy is a moody, depressed jackass...but since he is one of my *better* friends I can't really say that right?

She wants to know all about him, so being the good friend I am..I asked him what am I allowed to tell her. He snapped at me. Like really? You snapped at me because some girl that I have known since high school thought it was ok to ask me about my friend?

Kiss my butt buddy.

So I told him off, and now he keps texting me I'm sorries. I dunno if I wanna forgive him.

I have made several decisions all by myself lately...

1. Decided what kind of tires I needed AND where to get them.

2. Decided I needed brakes...AND where to get them

3. Decided I wanted a tattoo, where to get it, AND what I wanted...PLUS when to get it AND who to get it from

4. Decided to get my hair cut, who to do it, when to do it AND how short to go...

I am worn out *sigh*

Went out with friends for dinner and a drink after work

Wanted to look cute..

I have this denim skirt from a few years ago...it is too small but I save it because it is so incredibly cute

Well GUESS WHAT?? That's right it fits :D

I looked hot as heck :D

Plus I had on super cute denim dandals with a heel :D

Yup go me.

Ps...got sloppy drunk :D Still buzzed :P

So today was a chill day...

Felt myself getting antsy and cranky..

So instead of eating something I didn't need, or watching tv, or getting online

I went for a 2 mile walk/run. I say it like thta because I am training to run. They suggest walk 5 min, run thrity sec, walk 2 min, run thirty sec for the first week. I tried to move up, but I had to keep hitting my inhaler, so I am repeating week 1 until I do not need my inhaler.

I feel pretty proud of myself, and damn awesome.

I wanna get drunk and smoke like a pack of cigarettes

Damn me for not havin alcohol OR cigarettes.

Why did I quit again?

Can ya tell I am a bit grumpy?

July first I am gettin new ink...it's been a year (june 12) and I am ready!

It will be on my right leg...

Ladybugs and daisies...not sure what it will be exactly...told my artist to go wild

He booked me for a 4 hour session and I cannot wait!!!

Sorry I didn't mumm this, or my last hair cut

scdaddyoftwo: and now you and every one of your faggy lil click are BLOCKED

9:34pmscdaddyoftwo: hagd 9:34pmNot Tellin...: What did *I* do?

9:35pmscdaddyoftwo: ya ya ya

9:35pmscdaddyoftwo: play stupid

9:35pmscdaddyoftwo: just like all your lil click do

9:35pmNot Tellin...: I called MYSELF a cunt

9:35pmNot Tellin...: I was NEVER rude to you personally

9:35pmscdaddyoftwo: have fun with your quest to allienate yourself from everyone but each other on fubar

9:36pmscdaddyoftwo: you never said anything "direct"

9:36pmscdaddyoftwo: but

9:36pmNot Tellin...: Oh hon, you have me mistaken with someone who can't make friends

9:36pmscdaddyoftwo: your responses to to comments indicates your intentions

9:36pmscdaddyoftwo: give Sparkly Balls my regrads

9:37pmscdaddyoftwo: and let him know, his fucking looser ass isn't going to drive me off of fubar

9:37pmNot Tellin...: I don't speak to sparkly balls

9:37pmscdaddyoftwo: i'll just keep blocking all you loosers

9:37pmscdaddyoftwo: oh really?

9:37pmscdaddyoftwo: you're on his friends list

9:37pmscdaddyoftwo:

9:37pmNot Tellin...: See, there ya go...ya lumped me in without getting to even know me

9:37pmscdaddyoftwo: no i called you out as a liar

9:37pmscdaddyoftwo: just like you are

9:37pmNot Tellin...: No, I am not

 9:38pmscdaddyoftwo: good day now

9:38pmscdaddyoftwo: welcome to the block list

9:38pmNot Tellin...: boo hoo

9:39pmscdaddyoftwo: i'm on the confirm block page

9:39pmscdaddyoftwo: lata looser

9:39pmNot Tellin...: have a nice life

9:39pmscdaddyoftwo: hope ya choke on the next dog dick ya suckin

9:40pmscdaddyoftwo: tell sparkly i wish the same on him

:40pmscdaddyoftwo: cause i know he sucks a lot of it

940pmscdaddyoftwo: later losers

Yes, I did walk 3.3 miles..not real fast cause it was hot as balls...but I did it.

Also saw my tattoo guy..gettin new ink July 1st!!

So...for a day that started off with me being a crabby/sad lump, I thnk it went well

So, to those of you who motivated me...I thank you.

I lack it today...

It's hot out there...I should be outside, walking...attempting to run

I need a towel for around my neck, will that motivate me?

Maybe a new tank top?

New water bottle?

I really need to remember that today is the last day before fat class, and I wanna have a big loss so...

either starve myself all day today, and tomorrow...or get my lazy ass up....

Meh. Kick me in my ass.