First of all I just want to thank everyone for commenting. You are all so awesome, and I have gotten many private messages of support. I just want to make sure of one thing though. I am a big fuckin boy and realize the errors of my ways, and I in no way shape or form meant to have anyone take any kind of pity on me. The blog was just more about my thought process, and what I am thinking when I bling someone for the first time and then after that. At the end of the day it is me that clicked the button and sent the bling, and I am fortunate as even if I am being used I always figure it out...I am only a little slow..lol. The other thing is I can afford it as any money I do spend here is not taking any food or anything else out of my mouth. This is all part of fubar life and I am sure many of you have experienced the same thing as someone did point out that this does not only happen to men, but can easily happen to anyone male of female. Thanks again, and I love ya all! Man I am gonna have to write another one of these things this was fuckin fun!! Maybe the next one will be aobut eskimo kisses?? What do you think? Rob aka whysoseriousAKA OT! ;)