DJ MysticalMistressClassy Sassy's blog: "feeling Sassy?"

Iv'e heard it said it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all...It makes me wonder if the the person who made that statement loved with all they had.....for my self i know what it is like to love with all i have , and then loose it, the hardest part isnt the healling, but rather putting the pieces of your life back to gether...it's like a jigsaw puzzel and each piece represents a piece of your life...for most of us putting the puzzle together we put the frame together first, then you fill in the picture, as each piece is put into place, so does our lives. it paits a story of who we are....but unlike the puzzle, filling in the pieces is not easy, and some times a few are missing, those are the ones that count the most,,,with out them we are not whole. but just an outer shell of what we truley are...loosing a true love does more to us than just hurts us, it leaves us empty, like the frame of the picture a mear shell...

Lost and found.... i walked around for a long time always feeling lost, never knowing what to or where to go...I was always alone...i was lost...As i walked around i saw people in two's always with some one , laughing and enjoying the day...But as for me i was alone ..i was lost...Then i met some one who was as lost as me, and with with him i was found...he was always around....we talked, we goofed off, we were together alot...so yes you could say we were a match,,, i was found...with my heart lifting, and my spirits rising i was happy, looking forward to his being near,,,i had a sence of peace,,oh what joy, for i was found..but something changed, and now he's not around, and once again i am lost...it's sad to think you have to have someone close to feel complete..but it's our nature with out some one we are lost..

some one asked me to list the freedom we have lost in our country,,,cause he said no we haven't lost it.....So here is a small list of what we have lost in the last decade.... (1) we have lost the right to dissaplin our childern......because some people do not know the difference between child correction and abuse.... (2) we no longer can have the pledge of allegence in our class rooms...our country was founded on the right of freedom of religon... (3) we have lost or right to smoke in publick places...even the ones that had a non smocking section for our choice..even in the bars where most of the people who go there are smokers... and i am sure the list is even bigger than this...it's a matter of time befor we are stripped of every thing that our country was founded on...

Living on the out side always looking in,,seeing all the things i can not touch,seems to be a way of life for me....I once remember a time when i had a small stream of sunshine hitting down on me,,it was a window, a window of hope,but lasted just i second or two..a tease you might say,,,life laughing back at me....being on the out side always looking in, meens a freedom that most don't have,,but the price we pay is a lonley and some times bitter place to be from day to day.. I tell my self that some day i'll know how to fit in, but for now it seems being on the out side ,always looking in will be the lonely life i'll lead...