Inner Sanctum

BDSM version of Lord's prayer ;)

noreply@fubar.com (GothAngel) — Thu, 29 Nov 2012 10:51:32 -0800

I found this online and thought I would share....

Our Master
Who art in dungeon
Hallowed be His name
Thy make me cum
Thy will be done
On earth as it is in bedroom
Give us this day our daily spank
And forgive us our brattiness
As we forgive those who are bratty towards us
And deliver us from ourselves
For thine is the Master
The Power and my Glory
For ever and ever
Spank me

Our submissive
Who art in chains
Cherished be your name
Thy pussy cums
My orders done
On satin as it is in leather
Give you this day your daily tasks
And I will forgive your backsliding
As you will forgive me mine
I will lead you into temptation
And deliver you from harm
For mine is the dungeon
The Power and the Glory
For ever and ever
Kneel now

all my posted non erotic writing in one spot

noreply@fubar.com (GothAngel) — Wed, 21 Nov 2012 12:33:04 -0800

As requested by some, here is all of my non erotic writing posted all together....feel free to give me feedback :)

When Did...

I say yes but it tears me up inside

you’ve changed and I’m alone

Is my heart not yours?

Is what I’ve given not enough?

When did us become you?

when did I become nothing?

When did my tears become invisible?

Weightless, soulless

Slowly fading, drifting away

Do you notice the pain in my eyes?

The soft sigh in the darkness

The distance between us

Ever growing, can we ever find ourselves once more

Can I ever find me?

Am I even worth finding?

When did us become you?

When did I become nothing?

When did my tears become invisible?

Weightless, soulless

Slowly fading, drifting away

Till I am no more…

She stands

There she stands before the shadow that blocks out the light

Trembling she wants to give up the struggle

So tired, so tired

Dead of night, endless life

And yet a tiny ember remains, a slow fire not yet refrained

A small glimmer, a small flicker

She will not give in

Warmth of light, endless night

There she stands, arms open and soul left bare

Will you find her and shelter her there

Stoke the passion and ignite her thirst

Quench the pain, endless sorrow

There she stands, once lost but now found

Her heart breaks, it’s almost too much to take

Walls crumble and freedom soars

No more endlessly alone

Reflection

The dark clouds burst above

Sheets of rain like needles

I sense you here with me

And it makes me tremble

And the rain comes pouring down,

Its resurrection

A reflection of what used to be

And I’m just a reflection

Damp ground beneath my feet

I feel your intense stare

I close my eyes, sinking down

And I am consumed by you there

And the rain comes pouring down,

Its resurrection

A reflection of what used to be

And I’m just a reflection

And the rain comes pouring down

Its all deception

A reflection of what used to be

Just a reflection of me

Thunder crash and lightening flash

Rain and tears upon my face

Wash it all away

Wash you away

And the rain comes pouring down

Its all perception

A reflection of what used to be

Just a reflection of me

Rising spirit, ascend the storm

My eyes unobstructed now

You’re not there

Just a reflection of you

And the rain comes pouring down

It’s my salvation

Just a reflection of what used to be

The salvation of me

Waiting to be Found

I fell into the shadows

I got lost within the pain

Straying from the light

(And waiting to be saved)

I wait and hide

Trying to decide

Find me

Love me

Leave me

Waiting to be found

Alone in the darkness

Reaching towards the light

Concealed by the shadows

(And waiting to be saved)

I wait and hide

Trying to decide

Find me

Love me

Leave me

Waiting to be found

With an empty stare I wait

Fear locks me in this place

I am left within my thoughts

(And waiting to be saved)

I wait and hide

Trying to decide

Find me

Love me

Leave me

Waiting to be found

Moonlight through the window

Passing through my veil of tears

Illuminate my tattered soul

(Still waiting to be saved)

I wait and hide

Trying to decide

Find me

Love me

Leave me

Waiting to be found

Still waiting to be found….

I...

I yearn

To take the pain away

To cup my palm against your face

To gaze into those troubled eyes

To show you there can be a different way

I ache

With tears unshed

With heart broken and used

With fears unvoiced

With emptiness that can never be filled

I long

To place my arms around you

To gather you close

To protect you from all that has passed

To cherish all that you cannot see

That Our Paths Shall Not Cross

Never in this life

But perhaps in another

I would be

I could be

Yours

But for our paths

Could never cross

I would be

I could be

Yours

If not for this wall

Built upon my heart

I would be

could be

Yours

Save for my fears

That binds my soul

I would be

I could be

Yours

More writing...

noreply@fubar.com (GothAngel) — Fri, 10 Feb 2012 11:03:53 -0800

I find myself suddenly inspired at the strangest moments to put words to paper lately. Words pop into my head and demand to be heard. What I post comes totally uncensenored or edited. Often times it is written in but a few moments of inspiration. Inspiration comes from many places. People in my life, stories I hear, things I witness and listen to. Often times just pure emotion from both past and present. Many times dark and yearning, for that has been my experience most of my life. Life has not been easy and I have faced many challenges. This has made me stronger, but also left me damaged...empty at times and I always seem to be searching. For what, I do not know...

I...

I yearn

To take the pain away

To cup my palm against your face

To gaze into those troubled eyes

To show you there can be a different way

�

I ache

With tears unshed

With heart broken and used

With fears unvoiced

With emptiness that can never be filled

�

I long

To place my arms around you

To gather you close

To protect you from all that has passed

To cherish all that you cannot see

�

feeling sad and lost today...

noreply@fubar.com (GothAngel) — Thu, 09 Feb 2012 06:18:24 -0800

Not the best start to the day. Lost a family pet yesterday. Although Jake didn't live in my home and I wasn't his owner he was a peice of my heart none the less. He was the sweetest dog and helped the whole family work through the pain and loss when a cherished family member passed away from Cancer.

As the family tried to heal Jake always had a way of being so kind and gentle, or just plain goofy when a laugh was needed. Too many losses in too short a time in my life....

That our paths shall not cross...

noreply@fubar.com (GothAngel) — Wed, 08 Feb 2012 08:41:51 -0800

Another small peice of writing, still unfinished...

�

That Our Paths Shall Not Cross

Never in this life

But perhaps in another

I would be

I could be

Yours

�

But for our paths

Could never cross

I would be

I could be

Yours

�

If not for this wall

Built upon my heart

I would be

I could be

Yours

�

Save for my fears

That binds my soul

I would be

I could be

Yours

When did...

noreply@fubar.com (GothAngel) — Tue, 07 Feb 2012 12:32:11 -0800

When Did...

I say yes but it tears me up inside

You’ve changed and I’m alone

Is my heart not yours?

Is what I’ve given not enough?

�

When did us become you?

When did I become nothing?

When did my tears become invisible?

Weightless, soulless

Slowly fading, drifting away

�

Do you notice the pain in my eyes?

The soft sigh in the darkness

The distance between us

Ever growing, can we ever find ourselves once more

Can I ever find me?

Am I even worth finding?

�

When did us become you?

When did I become nothing?

When did my tears become invisible?

Weightless, soulless

Slowly fading, drifting away

�

Till I am no more…

She stands

noreply@fubar.com (GothAngel) — Wed, 01 Feb 2012 07:33:29 -0800

Just felt the need to write this morning and this is what flowed...good or bad it is what it is. Feedback is always welcome....

�

She stands

�

There she stands before the shadow that blocks out the light

Trembling she wants to give up the struggle

So tired, so tired

Dead of night, endless life

�

And yet a tiny ember remains, a slow fire not yet refrained

A small glimmer, a small flicker

She will not give in

Warmth of light, endless night

�

There she stands, arms open and soul left bare

Will you find her and shelter her there

Stoke the passion and ignite her thirst

Quench the pain, endless sorrow

�

There she stands, once lost but now found

Her heart breaks, it’s almost too much to take

Walls crumble and freedom soars

No more endlessly alone

Reflection

noreply@fubar.com (GothAngel) — Mon, 30 Jan 2012 11:03:26 -0800

Reflection

The dark clouds burst above
Sheets of rain like needles
I sense you here with me
And it makes me tremble

And the rain comes pouring down,
Its resurrection
A reflection of what used to be
And I’m just a reflection

Damp ground beneath my feet
I feel your intense stare
I close my eyes, sinking down
And I am consumed by you there

And the rain comes pouring down,
Its resurrection
A reflection of what used to be
And I’m just a reflection

And the rain comes pouring down
Its all deception
A reflection of what used to be
Just a reflection of me

Thunder crash and lightening flash
Rain and tears upon my face
Wash it all away
Wash you away

And the rain comes pouring down
Its all perception
A reflection of what used to be
Just a reflection of me

Rising spirit, ascend the storm
My eyes unobstructed now
You’re not there
Just a reflection of you

And the rain comes pouring down
It’s my salvation
Just a reflection of what used to be
The salvation of me