random thoughts of a ridiculous mind

My Obsession

2012-02-05T22:15:34-08:00

my mind wanders and weaves

like wind blowing thru leaves

flowing over every topic under the sun

some pleasant some not so fun

the underlying topic is simply you

cuz see, you're in everything i do

every action every move

some effortless some not so smooth

but still.... there you are

shining bright like my north star

navigating the world with you as my direction

my love, my life, my obsession

This is me

2012-02-04T21:52:05-08:00

ive taken a few days away

held my words not sure what to say

but today's the day

to let the words flow

let loose and see where they go

no point no direction

no flaws so theres no correction

flowin like water�

just like they oughta

carvin a path in watever they touch

sayin enuf / usually too much

words outta control

but they come straight from my soul

so say what you will/ be pissed if you want

but this is me, no bullshit nor front

i am who i am without effort or trying

i am who i am no bullshit or lying

so this is me no illusions no scams

this is me just who the fuck i am :D

Everlasting love

2012-01-23T22:13:15-08:00

your hair flows like a summer's breeze

your beauty brings men to their knees

your voice captures my heart with ease

eyes glisten like the moon over the seas

and tho i know im not easy to please

still you stand right there beside me

�

trials and tribulations seem like a daily thing

some days it seems like we're always fighting

but one day soon you're gonna wear that ring

because our love is truely everlasting

�

Til the end

2012-01-22T22:44:41-08:00

my words are heard, but seldom heeded

i put the pen to the paper, but will you read it

and what difference will it make

how long will it take

for the random thoughts to leave your mind

for you to know the facts and still be blind

for you to see the truth right before your eyes

and still act as if its a huge surprise

i do my best, to educate yall

not my fault when you do fall

but still right there i will be

helping hand to raise you from your knees

back never turns on a true fuckin friend

just know that i'll be there until the end!!!

Best man he could be

2012-01-21T19:21:12-08:00

inhale...exhale....im not doin so well

pressures of the world, like a living hell

the bills are due, the fridge is empty

you got phat pockets, please dont tempt me

lost in the dark, searchin for my guiding light

mischief round every corner, but im tryin to live right

my kids lookin up, and a real man is what they see

tears in my eyes, cuz i aint who they need me to be

struggling with life, wishin for better

my girl tries to help, too stubborn to let her

lookin at the world, wondering how to make it

all this bullshit, i just cant take it

frustrated as hell, i toss my hands in the air

fightin a losin battle, wonderin why i care

but then i see, them two angels lookin at me

eyes wide with thoughts of what is to be

i see their future rests upon my shoulders

a great responsibility, and as they get older

i can only hope that they will see

daddy wasnt perfect, but he was the best man he could be

Intro

2012-01-21T18:43:20-08:00

So, I've been on Fubar for a while now..... and while I really enjoy the game and the people that I have met and become friends with.... but I wanted more!!! So I figured that starting this blog would give me a creative outlet...just somewhere for me to post some random thoughts, poetry, maybe lyrics to a song or two.....all mine....I'm not a hater or a biter so everything you read here will be an original thought from a clusterfucked mind lol. So that's pretty much it for now....stay tuned plenty of good shit to come ;)