Yeah..

YouTube

2013-05-17T09:02:34-07:00

I didn't know people could make a living by posting videos on YouTube.

How does one even become "so popular" that you get chosen to get paid, lol.

I'd almost like to do that, but then I realized that my life is NOT that great and I don't have time.

Plus, They all walk around with cameras on talking to no one.

I'd get bored easy. These people are posting a video EVERY DAY!!!

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Sounded like a good idea at first.

Chances

2013-05-16T23:27:36-07:00

How many chances should a person get to break your heart?

Should it be just once....screw up and you're done?

Maybe twice....forgive them once and pray?

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Update on ME!!

2013-05-14T10:53:29-07:00

Today has been an excellent day. I almost couldn't be happier. Why you ask? Well....

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1. I got my therapy appointment moved up. I start the day after tomorrow.

2. I went to the cardiologist, only to ask a question. He rechecked my levels and said I was fine. I don't go back to him for 2 months!!

3. I can go back to one of my jobs Friday. On light work.

4. I only owe $50 more bucks on my oldest son's braces.

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I did ask if it was too soon to move everything up and skip appointments.....the doctor said, "No. That means you're healing just fine and at a faster rate."

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I'm so proud!!!

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Love you all!!!!

Movie

2013-05-13T16:54:58-07:00

I thought I'd try this out again. I'm going to make a movie of my friends on here. If you want in it......leave me a comment.

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I'm kinda bored, lol.

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Oh....while I've got your attention, rate me!! I'm getting a boomerang later ;)

Sick of it.

2013-05-12T15:14:31-07:00

You know, I'm getting sick of this not being able to eat anything we have here. I have to keep an eye on my sodium.

I'd went to the store and got what I thought was healthy food. Which I might add, it's not that they are "bad", it just they have sodium. My sodium levels are fine, but I'm to watch my intake, at least until I see the cardiologist.

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I would love to have some bacon.....or steak............OH..how about the pork chops that I bought. Hell, I'd even like to have a handfull of chips that were brought when my Mom passed away.

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Instead, I'm living off of baked chicken (with no seasoning), tuna (rinsed) on ONE slice of wheat bread.....and yogurt. Every vegetable that I eat, I have to drain and rinse about 4 times. This is crazy. I'm starving for food that has taste.

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I'm whining...I'm sorry.

Turned on

2013-05-11T17:48:34-07:00

[sigh]

While rating pictures I've come to the conclusion that if a person has nice teeth, I automatically get turned on.

I know there is a possiblity of them speaking and me wanting to run far, far away.

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Why can't guys that have nice teeth just smile and be quiet?

Oh...and they better smell good.

It's not hard

2013-05-11T07:10:31-07:00

Why do I see so many pepole act like it's a struggle to get in the top 1k? All a person has to do is run ONE bling.

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Just wait until there is a good bonus and run the bling later in the day. Hell, I've done it with no bling. I just don't get it.

Could use some help. [real life]

2013-05-10T13:07:27-07:00

Here's the thing. Since I've came home and settled, I haven't felt the same. I feel like I'm a completely different person.

Does having a heart attack really change you? Am I just afraid to be normal? I don't know....I've never had to deal with this before.

I know people who have had bypass surgery, had stents put in...you name it. They seem perfectly fine. Why can't I be fine?

I'm hoping that I get out of this funk....I really don't like this "new me".

Home

2013-05-09T06:16:16-07:00

Well, it's my first full day home from the hospital.

I'm still having random chest pains, that they said were normal...as long as they don't linger.

I'm so tired.

Plus it's hard to walk. I know that's going to work out on it's own too.

It's just weird, 5 days ago I woke up taking zero pills...now I have to take 4 every day. :(

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But I'm here, I'm alive and I'll be okay :)

Budget

2013-05-05T13:35:59-07:00

It's time for me to really keep to a budget. I'll be helping more with the mortgage payment and bills. I wasn't asked before, but yeah.

I work 2 jobs. Sounds like I'd have a lot of money. I don't. I also have 2 growing boys and it costs a lot of money when you don't get help from a "father".

Anyway......those of you on a budget, what are some easy tips on actually staying ON the budget.

My main goals would to be::

Pay all the bills (of course)

Pay mortgage (of course)

Groceries (of course)

I think that's all the NEEDS but I also want to be able to be able to do things with my kiddos and boyfriend.

So.....if you have some tips, lemme know. Even if you think they sound stupid, they MAY just work for me.

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Thanks :)