my poems

together again

2009-06-15T12:57:58-07:00

I always searched for someone i thought never truely

existed but since i have been home i found him he was mine

along time ago. although many years have passed us by and we

went our seprate ways. true love will always find a way to thrust you back together again.

I never would have believed this if it wouldnt have happend to me. I found my true love and he was sitting right across from me.

I recently rekindled a flame that was put out about 15 years ago and since that night my life has changed for the better and Im happier than i have been in a long time.

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I know that some wont believe it or they will be upset. I m truely sorry if i hurt you.

The Move back to ohio

2009-06-15T12:52:55-07:00

i went back to ohio because i had to go to court. when i got here i faced alot of issues that needed my attention. my children missed me and I was given a choice to get my youngest son back home with me i had to move back to ohio. and get my life straightend out although i had a good job in florida

and my life was straightend out down there it was still one big mess up here so i got a job and decided i was going to do the best i could up here in this small corner of my home state. I know i left some devistated people behind in florida and some that may never understand . there is nothing that can come between a mother and her children.

I maybe called heartless crude and uncaring but when it comes to family my children comes first. i moved to get myhead back on my shoulders where it never should have left depression over took me and i just didnt care any more spending a year away from the ones i loved made me realize how important� the lessons was that i learned.

no matter how trying life may get or h ow unfair that it seems you can never give up trying or fighting for what you believe.

In The Darkness I am Safe

2008-09-28T09:27:39-07:00

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night feeling the need to look up at the sky seeing the endless array of stars. confirms the feelings I have inside. In the darkness i reside. Seeking shelter from the bright light. No need to worry evil i am not, although I like the darkness and dress in mostly black. Its not because im angry,sad, or depressed. My heart still knows love laughter is in my life my eyes may feel like crying, my mind may feel like weeping, but no tears will come, I have had my share of hurt and sorrow, thats why i chose to walk alone, My Heart has no room for heartach its been broken many times before. I picked the pieces up off the floor and placed them back together.

Cancer

2008-09-24T08:28:37-07:00

Cancer is a diease that claims many peoples lives. It dont matter what age, race, religon,gender. cancer moves through the population dealing devistating blows. Everyday hundreds of people are dignosed with cancer. sometimes the treatments help sometimes they dont. there are several fundraisers out there today but how much of the money you donate goes to cancer research. depending on the type of fundraiser that your giving to. or the merchendise you buy like pink ribbons most generally unless stated other wise they give maybe 10% of what you spend to cancer research. My Family has been devistated with cancer for years. Im just wondering will it ever stop will they find a cure. im thinking of orginazing my own fund raiser for cancer 95% of the proceeds will go to cancer research. the other 5% will go for materials for the fundraiser let me know what you think thanks

Tear Filled Eyes

2008-09-24T08:21:11-07:00

My eyes begin to fill with tears, As my heart is full of sorrow. as yet again i watch cancer take away another that i love. the life energy is getting ready to depart from the painful human form. Although we may feel saddness and great heartach and devistation over losing a loved one. but sitting here watching unable to do anything leaves a miserable feeling knowing there in terrible pain.

My Big Move To Florida

2008-09-22T10:01:18-07:00

Well all i made it to florida i have found some things very interesting i have 2 dogs a some wonderful neighbors. but im still not satisfied not until i get further south so i can be near a special person. I am building things out of wood. sheds and doing odd jobs to make that happen.

Trying to help a friend

2008-09-22T09:58:16-07:00

I have come to the conclusion that not all friends are worthy of help expecially the ones that lie to you and love to cause trouble.

just sharing my thoughts

2008-09-07T22:33:09-07:00

Have you ever looked at the moon and wondered if the person you care about is looking at the same moon. well i have alot lately and the sound of his voice on the phone cheered me up after devistating news.

this was sent to me

2008-04-09T13:32:12-07:00

Be very careful if you make a woman cry because God counts her tears The woman was created from the man's rib Not from his feet to be walked on Not from his head to be superior But from the side to be equal Under the arm - to be protected and next to the heart - to be loved.

The Feeling of Love

2008-04-02T01:14:25-07:00

like embracing a light through the darkness one that scares you yet entices you to grab ahold and learn whats on the other side, the feeling of warmth on a summers day as the wind caresses your skin and the sun shines down from the heavens above or the sound of the ocean as it crashes up against the rocks and the shore. showing you that life goes on forever more