tag:fubar.com,2010:blog-172879 Sun, 10 Feb 2008 23:14:57 -0800 A fubar user blog. http://fubar.com/blog/172879 noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) fubar tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-703575 Sun, 10 Feb 2008 23:14:57 -0800 2008-02-10T23:14:57-08:00 you once held me in the warmth of your voice.. early morning talks that made me happy.. that made me feel special, cared for.. now I sit lost in the cold silence of 4am.. when tears threaten and my heart aches.. wondering why I am still alone. noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/703575#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/703575 tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-693908 Thu, 31 Jan 2008 20:01:30 -0800 2008-01-31T20:01:30-08:00 As I look at the horizon.. I see the knight turn his steed toward me.. he begins to decend the hill.. my heart leaps with joy.. I run to meet him.. I see him urge his steed faster.. I see the horse strain to keep up with his master's wish.. I slow as we get closer.. he brings the stallion to a halt before me.. he dismounts, removes his helmet... I touch his face and kiss him... no mirage... simply my twisted knight.. noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/693908#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/693908 tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-693856 Thu, 31 Jan 2008 17:28:41 -0800 2008-01-31T17:28:41-08:00 My life has had many empty liasons... lust unfulfilling.. no caring.. no real intimacy.. but no one willing to rescue me.. I look to the horizon.. upon the hill, atop a noble steed.. sits a knight looking down at me.. his armor gleems brightly.. But will he rescue me? Is he even there? Or simply a mirage? created by my wounded heart? noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/693856#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/693856 tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-661961 Sat, 29 Dec 2007 18:51:50 -0800 2007-12-29T18:51:50-08:00 A shattered heart still conducts pain along it's sharp and jagged edges A shattered heart still swells with breath and each breath ends in pain A shattered heart does not kill me, though sometimes I wish it would noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661961#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661961 tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-661959 Sat, 29 Dec 2007 18:47:32 -0800 2007-12-29T18:47:32-08:00 My heart is hardening Turning to stone Feelings love Turning to despair My heart is cold noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661959#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661959 tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-661957 Sat, 29 Dec 2007 18:45:03 -0800 2007-12-29T18:45:03-08:00 My heart is a delicate sculpture Carefully crafted and intricately shaped I, the artist, putting on the finishing touch I slipped Now it lies in ruin Broken noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661957#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661957 tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-661955 Sat, 29 Dec 2007 18:40:28 -0800 2007-12-29T18:40:28-08:00 As fall comes and withers the spring flowers So fall has come to my heart to wither the flower of hope there noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661955#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661955 tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-661952 Sat, 29 Dec 2007 18:38:12 -0800 2007-12-29T18:38:12-08:00 As the crevase in my breaking heart begins to widen The pain is almost too much to bear The pain had dulled, perhaps mending I thought Only to burst forth again in pain As my hope slowy, painfully withers and dies noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661952#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661952 tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-661949 Sat, 29 Dec 2007 18:33:38 -0800 2007-12-29T18:33:38-08:00 Brick by brick I isolate myself to protect myself from hurt To shield myself from heartache My tears are my company Hot when I shed them now have grown cold Seemingly all I will have as I grow old noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661949#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661949 tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogRSS-172879.post-661943 Sat, 29 Dec 2007 18:27:45 -0800 2007-12-29T18:27:45-08:00 Once here, then gone Once solid,then vapor Trust, Love, Life Once so real, then a dream, Over noreply@fubar.com (Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3) http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661943#viewcomments http://fubar.com/blog/172879/661943