tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879 2008-02-10T23:14:57-08:00 A fubar user blog. Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com fubar tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.703575 2008-02-10T23:14:57-08:00 2008-02-10T23:14:57-08:00 you once held me in the warmth of your voice.. early morning talks that made me happy.. that made me feel special, cared for.. now I sit lost in the cold silence of 4am.. when tears threaten and my heart aches.. wondering why I am still alone. Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.693908 2008-01-31T20:01:30-08:00 2008-01-31T20:01:30-08:00 As I look at the horizon.. I see the knight turn his steed toward me.. he begins to decend the hill.. my heart leaps with joy.. I run to meet him.. I see him urge his steed faster.. I see the horse strain to keep up with his master's wish.. I slow as we get closer.. he brings the stallion to a halt before me.. he dismounts, removes his helmet... I touch his face and kiss him... no mirage... simply my twisted knight.. Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.693856 2008-01-31T17:28:41-08:00 2008-01-31T17:28:41-08:00 My life has had many empty liasons... lust unfulfilling.. no caring.. no real intimacy.. but no one willing to rescue me.. I look to the horizon.. upon the hill, atop a noble steed.. sits a knight looking down at me.. his armor gleems brightly.. But will he rescue me? Is he even there? Or simply a mirage? created by my wounded heart? Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.661961 2007-12-29T18:51:50-08:00 2007-12-29T18:51:50-08:00 A shattered heart still conducts pain along it's sharp and jagged edges A shattered heart still swells with breath and each breath ends in pain A shattered heart does not kill me, though sometimes I wish it would Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.661959 2007-12-29T18:47:32-08:00 2007-12-29T18:47:32-08:00 My heart is hardening Turning to stone Feelings love Turning to despair My heart is cold Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.661957 2007-12-29T18:45:03-08:00 2007-12-29T18:45:03-08:00 My heart is a delicate sculpture Carefully crafted and intricately shaped I, the artist, putting on the finishing touch I slipped Now it lies in ruin Broken Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.661955 2007-12-29T18:40:28-08:00 2007-12-29T18:40:28-08:00 As fall comes and withers the spring flowers So fall has come to my heart to wither the flower of hope there Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.661952 2007-12-29T18:38:12-08:00 2007-12-29T18:38:12-08:00 As the crevase in my breaking heart begins to widen The pain is almost too much to bear The pain had dulled, perhaps mending I thought Only to burst forth again in pain As my hope slowy, painfully withers and dies Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.661949 2007-12-29T18:33:38-08:00 2007-12-29T18:33:38-08:00 Brick by brick I isolate myself to protect myself from hurt To shield myself from heartache My tears are my company Hot when I shed them now have grown cold Seemingly all I will have as I grow old Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.661943 2007-12-29T18:27:45-08:00 2007-12-29T18:27:45-08:00 Once here, then gone Once solid,then vapor Trust, Love, Life Once so real, then a dream, Over Red Queen of Broken Hearts CO DA3 http://fubar.com/sweetntastyred noreply@fubar.com