Ramblings,thoughts and assorted stuff

So this is it

2013-05-14T01:50:16-07:00

So where do I begin (or rather end?) Aptly enough , with my last fubar blog. I’ve been on this site since ,geez, 2007 or so and it’s has had it’s up’s and down’s (mostly downs.)

�I’ve met –virtually of course – some interesting people. I made a rl friend here. I loved someone dearly (and f’d that up) and so on. I've watched "friends" here having falling outs over trivial things. I've seen the good and the bad in people. Yes I'm guilty of being a major dick to some people. Others I've tried (to no avail) to reach out too. Ya win some, you loose some I suppose.

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I suppose I got to the point in my life where fubar doesn’t matter anymore. The faces change the angst, agita , drama and the associated crap remains and stays the same. I can’t look for love or companionship via the shout box. It’s not realistic nor doable. Sure I can buy your attention/affection with credits but I want true love. Not this. I don’t hold any ill will towards any of you.

�I wish you all (even the ones I butt heads with) nothing but the best. I hope you all find whatever your looking for.

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And don’t tell me your not looking for something because you are. If you weren’t you wouldn’t be here…vying for attention. But I’m not here to make judgment on your decisions. That’s on you.

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As for me, I need (for sanities sake) to move up and move on. If you have my cell – call or text me. If you have me on facebook, great. If not then good luck, god bless and thanks for the fish (and the memories.)

Talk

2013-05-12T11:41:15-07:00

Oh brother I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you, cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe it's true
I'm so scared about the future and I wanna talk to you
Oh I wanna talk to you
You can take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete?
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece?
Tell me how do you feel?
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future where will I be?
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or a write a song nobody has sung
Or do something that's never been done
Do something that's never been done

So you don't know were you're going, and you wanna talk
And you feel like you're going where you've been before
You tell anyone who'll listen but you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk
Let's talk, let's ta-a-alk�

Serpents.

2013-05-10T22:45:45-07:00

The serpent you see

is the shadow of satan

with the eyes you see

these are the eyes of a dead man

You hide all the time

but your mind is awake and ...

you trust in your senses

the enemies you take them

The snake you are, is not a symbol of weakness

with poison in teeth, all is left are two stitches

You find yourself crawling in this city of evil

no resurrection & help for the demons that you killed

... for the demons that you killed

The creature you see

is the image of a dead man

the victim you see

is the ruin of a sad man

You waited so long

only your mind is awake and...

you trust in your senses

one bit

you’re safe then

The snake you are, is not a symbol of weakness

with poison in teeth, all is left are two stitches

You find yourself crawling in this city of evil

no resurrection & help for the demons that you killed

... for the demons that you killed

Neutralize Decay.

2013-05-09T12:55:59-07:00

�If we don't neutralize decay , we may run out of tomorrows. Time tryeth truth and truth was found and fined.

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I can hear the kiss fill me, through the minds and warning signs. Sounds of ghost go further, if you engage in a coven with crows.

If we don't neutralize decay , we may run out of tomorrows. Time tryeth truth and truth was found and fined.�

�Let's break bread together our honesty moves more than lies. What do you mean "I need"?��

Not like Crazy....

2012-10-25T17:49:31-07:00

"Not Like Crazy"

When we first met
I was surprised to get
That feeling,�
That feeling
The kind that don't wash away with soap
So sweet to me,
Oohh
The kind of feeling I need
To get me through the darkest days
For you I prayed

[Chorus]
What you do is crazy babe
Not like you belong in an asylum
Crazy babe,�
Like the sun in the morning
And the moon at night
Like the rain falling from the sky
Like the trees growing from the ground
I'm astounded babe
By your love for me
And your touching me
And your trust in me
Like you do whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo whoo

Even now I still feel that feeling
Although we've grown
We're still on the same side�
Of the proverbial road
Heading in the same direction
I'm so glad to know
With you I spend my time

Small town boy....

2012-10-14T19:47:53-07:00

You leave in the morning With everything you own In a little black case Alone on a platform The wind and the rain On a sad and lonely face Mother will never understand Why you had to leave But the answers you seek Will never be found at home The love that you need Will never be found at home Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away. Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away. Pushed around and kicked around Always a lonely boy You were the one That they'd talk about around town As they put you down And as hard as they would try They'd hurt to make you cry But you never cried to them Just to your soul No you never cried to them Just to your soul Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away. Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away. Cry , boy, cry... You leave in the morning With everything you own In a little black case Alone on a platform The wind and the rain On a sad and lonely face Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away. Run away, turn away, run away, turn away, run away.

Watching Trees....

2012-10-14T11:03:38-07:00

Watching Trees ----

I want to be, in a tree,
watching you, watching trees.
memories of the trees,
watching you, watching me.

I stand alone in the cold
of an old, cold train station.
It was cold in the snow,
wind did blow, all alone.

It's about dreams, oh this feeling.
forgotten memories, oh this feeling.

I want to be, in a tree,
watching you, watching trees.
It's a fool who doesn't see,
what I see watching trees.

It's about dreams, oh this feeling.
forgotten memories, oh this feeling.

It's about dreams, oh this feeling.
forgotten memories, oh this feeling.

I want to be, in a tree,
watching you, watching trees.
memories of the trees,
watching you, watching me.

I stand alone in the cold
of an old, cold train station.
It was cold in the snow,
wind did blow, all alone.

I want to be, in a tree,
watching you, watching trees.
memories of the trees,
watching you, watching trees.

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