how do things always say things that never know what to make of what we are readin... how does one make themself out to be something we're not... and try to fix it when its way beyond late and no matter what we say or what we do..no one ever realizes what we have till we loose it... sooooooo things are un ravelin and things maybe are going not as planned but at least i still got that wants to be my man... at least i think ? maybe i don't know.. i really just want to give up on all this bullshit.. and just start over but its hard for us to do it.. when tere soo many miles.... sure it could be easy and there is thing i got to change but im will to take the time to make it all right.. and make sure its done right.... I love him more then anything but fucked up to the end... and now that we're breakin at the seams... Im fallin about between... ..Being lost in my thoughts of us, laughin and jokin... now, its the only thing that i have to make me remember how much he really means... Somtimes things work.. sometimes they dont... I rally don't know how its going to work out... so for now... Its all about the care.... I love you
