emotions run high not enough time but a lifetime as well hard to express the feelings that i get complications surround me on a daily basis have to concentrate on things old and new trying to keep track of the things that are way past due a heart full of pain and some happiness as well sometimes life seems like such hell a big dark hole filled with confusion almost like a slap in the face at times too a huge fantastic part has begun a huge part that i would love to welcome another one too please let this be the end to such madness that has caused so much pain and suffering i long for the day when the tears fade away and the big bright sun shines down in my face.
