well i guess im kinda down and out. i have been for quite some time. bare with the spelling,im half asleep. is there really true love out there? i watch some of these romantic movies and it makes me want to barf. or i laugh and say that would never happen. would it? can ever seem to find that semi-perfect guy. notice i said semi. you wouldnt ever find the perfect guy. and any guy that thinks he is, is just FULL OF SHIT!. ya know that one that sends ya flowers for no reason. or just calls you out of the blue bc he was thinking about you. or does that, put one hand on the side of your face and the other on your lower back and pulls you in for a deep kiss? or just makes you dinner. or just holds you when your feeling down or sad. and lets you vent when you need too. ok girls am i just dreaming or does it exist!? i dont anymore. ive given up on trying to find love. ive gone back to having a black heart and i hate it!
