Why is it that some guys just don't get it?
I give everything I am to him, I'm myself 150% and I still feel shitty around him as times, why is that? Is it me or am I just getting treated shitty?
I didn't think he'd be an ass, he isn't one, very far from it but when he makes me angry [very few and far inbetween] it makes me super angry. Like pisses me off to no end. I feel like sometimes he overlooks shit, and dosn't totally understand my financial situations and shit. I mean sure I have a job and technically all my shit is in order but that dosn't mean I have extra money to spend whenever I please. I can't usually do spur of the moment stuff, because I usually don't have any extra money laying around to do those things.
It makes me wanna cry, honestly.