Over 16,513,770 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?

Everyone

Hey everyone, I'm posting this blog because of a friend. You see I really dont have any confidence in myself so there for after the last blog in October I quit putting up blogs but my new friend bigdaddy on here let me know that I was special in my own way, I have known him less than a week and he is already very special to me. After I read his blog it let me know how special someones life is so here I am posting a new blog. I am not some ordinary woman, unlike most women who can take in someones love, I cant all I ever do is push people away. If I take in someones love and cherish it they leave and never come back, wheather it is GOD's doing or not. I push people away so I wont feel the pain of losing them, I cant stand to lose someone special to me so I block all feelings I have for them out. Now your probably saying that I should not be blocking peoples feelings or pushing them away like that. Sometimes I lay away at night waiting for death to come and take me away because I used to think it didnt matter. Well I think it is time to change that before I lose everything I ever wanted. If you got someone you love just tell them, I guess GOD or that person will decide if they want anything to do with you.
My dog is a timber wolf and she needs all the prayers she can get, she has a disc in her spine messed up and now when she walks she can barely use her back legs. She is given up all hope and I dont want to dissapoint my step-kids by having to put her down because she has been in this family for 9 yrs. She is the most sweetest dog you could ever know, its more like she is ur daughter but she dont argue back. This morning I went out there to feed her and found out that she will barely eat, she looked me straight in the eyes and I could tell she was hurting and it was like she was saying " mom plz do sumthing cause Im really hurtin bad." I told her not to give up just yet because she means so much to this family and noone wants to see her go. She went into the vet yesterday because we thought it might have been arthritis and the doc said that all she could do now was give her a shot and some pills but in the meantime to find a surgeon and see how much it would cost. If you have a dog you love soo much and cant see him/her die. Look at them today and no matter how silly it may sound tell em that you love them.

please stop child abuse

Help Fight Child Abuse !!!!! my name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, "i'm sorry",I scream But its now much to late His face has been twisted Into a unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While i lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor My name is Chris I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me And you can help Sickens me to the soul, And if you read this and dont pass it on I pray for your forgivness Because you would have to be One heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because u r effected Do something about it! So all i ask you to do Is pass this on! IFYOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT ON !! REPOST THIS AS no kid should have to go through
last post
16 years ago
posts
3
views
866
can view
everyone
can comment
everyone
atom/rss

other blogs by this author

official fubar blogs
 8 years ago
fubar news by babyjesus  
 13 years ago
fubar.com ideas! by babyjesus  
 10 years ago
fubar'd Official Wishli... by SCRAPPER  
 10 years ago
Word of Esix by esixfiddy  

discover blogs on fubar

blog.php' rendered in 0.0458 seconds on machine '190'.