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you wonder just what goes through ones mind when one contemplates ending their life, i know that with my own experience it was that i was with someone that belittled and emotionally and mentally abused me, for so many years that you belive what they say is true and deep inside you know that it is not true. but when one is depressed and the friends you think you have the support group that you think you have are not really there what do you do do you contemplate it again do you try it again or do you just go on, is there anyone out there that has been through this that can offer some suggestions emotions are a messed up thing when they are dangerous to ones thoughts.someone tells you that they love you and loved you for you then they turn around and say that they did not realize that they fell in love with a week souled week minded soul and then they realize hey i can use this to really break down the person, and continue to do abuse them and the person tells them to go screw off but it continues all the time.
you know when you are looking forward to meeting someone and you finally get the chance, you are totally honest with the person that you are going to meet, and then when you meet them they find a way to get out of it or when you do meet them they will never contact you again saying that you would not be for them, but cant just be honest and ask questions but later they tell you oh i cant be with you because of this or that and they already know that part that is imperfect cause you tell them oh well they just dont know what a freiend that they have lost when they dont like something about the other person whats really funny is they want to judge you by your looks and all but not the person that you really are

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ok here we go getting into ones feelings and wearing them on your sleve, you show interest in a person and you feel that there is a connection even if they are over 2000 miles apart but you talk and joke around but then this other person just no longer seams to want to talk with you and you wonder what you may have done and still cant figure it out but when you let the person know and they just dont respond then you just need to let it go and go on but sometimes it is very hard so i hope that who ever reads this will understand what feelings can get messed up when they are worn on the sleeve so often
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