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Fictional War story

My name is Matt Growing up I wanted to be a hero I joined the army special forces And on 9/11 found myself at ground Zero Pain and agony Blood was flowing everywhere No matter where I looked There were people in despair Among ashes and rubble There were people in trouble One body two bodies three bodies four I didn't stop looking Until I reached the top floor People were screaming help me help me No one was around I was the only one there I grabbed who I could and ran for the door I pulled out so many bodies I was begging for war I got a debriefing In a top secret meeting we were headed for war In Kabul Afghanistan I jumped from the apache Packed with what they taught me I am a Special forces soldier In the United States Army We conquered the taliban Watched them as they ran Visions were burned into my mind Of all the poor 9/11 victimes left behind I hunted the enemy Just like they trained me Took them out one by one I was invincible I was a hero Six months went by and the war was won Another secret meeting the next has begun Iraq we were to infiltrate We were to rid the world of Saddam Into Kuwait we landed The plane had crashed Thought we were stranded Its ok we were surrounded By friendlys Not the enemy We were taken to safety where we planned our first mission All the awards I had won I was promoted to Captain I was born a leader A natural A warrior Hit an IED along our route I was back at home right where I belonged Bullets were flying RPG's going off It was like a symphony So familiar to me My soldiers were dying Friendlys ran away Personal Courage helped me lead the way A rip in my shoulder a bullet had hit I ignored the wound and killed him with return fire Pinging and ringing and explosions all around I activated the GPS so that we may be found Time had slowed, just like in the movies Popping the Haji's was like second nature to me All my soldiers had died I thought I had failed A darkness ensued a pain down my spine Someone ran me over I thought I was dying Valiantly I fought to bring with me who I could A cold numbness went through my legs I couldn't feel my hands but squeezed the trigger for all I could Suddenly all ended I awoke to a smack A POW I was broken ribs shattered jaw Broken legs and fractured back They were screaming words I didn't understand Sounded like a camel farting in the sand Allah this and wallah wallah that They kept on beating me with this damn baseball bat Suddenly a raid the cavalry had come Hajis were falling My family was here I rose to my feet snapped his neck with quickness My pain was gone, I was there to help cure the sickness Took the ak 47 and fired a few rounds Layed out some Haji's and then I was found Brought back to the U.S. A hero title I had earned Sharing my experiences of all I had learned I got my purple heart along with my silver star The medal of Honor was also in the car A hero I was destined a hero I became For all my fellow soldiers I would have given my life the same

My life

This is sad but true. A look into my life. All this pain I can't take The loss of love The continuous heart break I look around every corner Sometimes I find a little happiness The pain is always there It never goes away When I was a little boy I had to grow up Face reality, my sister was on drugs she tried to kill herself slit slit cut cut pop pop over dose I tried to grow up I joined the army They told me to give 100% and be all that I can be I thought I was doing right I was there for any fight Then I heard of my father That cancer took him fast as night Several years went by and then I found you You were my inspiration; the root of all my dreams My life my everything I thought finally this could be something true All my life I looked for the good The only thing that finds me is the bad I had hopes and dreams for you Dreams that you would be the best I ever had Can't take this pain it eats me deep inside All the memories Makes me want to run and hide I thought my life was good I thought things were going right then again my mom was faced with the fight cancer took her too before reality could set in I saw what she was going through rigormortis was rampant my mother had passed In an instant I was in shock Alone but wait I had my family but only three weeks is all that there would be for my wife had taken All I loved from me Its not your fault I don't blame you I just wish I could find a life A life with me and you I found my solace a place for me to be Alone and at the same time happy I started riding faster and faster the speed was a rush a way to get away leave all my worries behind all my fears are there turn after turn mile after mile speeding so it cant catch me Then came the accident a darkness I cant remember I flatlined the darkness they thought I was dead only thought I remember a wetness in my head but the pain didnt end I guess it was meant to be The pain ran rampant bleeding in my brain Broken ribs severed spine Road rash through my skin Memory lapse I cant remember I can't even begin The pain never left, the physical pain never felt Though I cant remember one thing was for sure A happiness, not lonely all my friends where there I hoped I was dead and could be happy forever more When I awoke and realized what was there a pain and broken bones hurt was everywhere I left the hospital my son was back with me I thank all my good friends for their hospitality The pain was gone the healing had begun But wait my space a picture was there accidental open up it was that of my ex she had a belly but not like I remember she was pregnant with a seed from a different man she had a different need My world had collapsed the worst had come My world was spinning, with no direction I still had my brother I had to hold strong We are blood, a bond We would be together long But wait a will. My mothers last wishes said that he would be taken care of by her friend Thats ok he's still close I'll see him often The greedy bitch doesnt know the pain She chose to send him to a boarding school but wait, what a fucking tool he has no phone no internet no outside communication my brother is blood he couldn't be gone but he is taken from my life Everyone I care about I seem to lose I wouldn't wish for anyone To ever fill my shoes. I have a big heart The biggest one I know I lost all my family Yet I continue to show My love for those I truly care about I wish and pray each day someone would be there To show Me that I'm appreciated Someone to say thank you for being you Thank you For all the good you do Instead I find another knife to my throat Another person there to laugh and gloat Ha ha ha he he he look at me its so funny The knife cuts deep deep enough for pain the pain never ends its driving me insane I don't know how to handle the pain So I help the cuts, accept what I cant change I direct the cuts and use the pain as strength and with that strength I do good and help those that I can I direct others and guide how to get over the pain showing them there are others with pain all the same The pain never ends the loneliness deep inside I just want to meet that special girl To be with me when I hide I want this pain to end the pain has run deep So far within me I can't even weep I want this pain to end just show me how I want this pain to end Please god take it away right now

My prison

My eyes these walls I think I'm in a prison The walls are familiar They're thin I think they're made of skin The cold the pain The feelings that I feel I thought that I was dreaming But I realize it is real I try to escape But these walls They follow wherever I go I scratch at the walls And blood begins to pour It comes From my arms And runs down to the floor But wait whats this A gun with a bullet The pain is so real I might just be insane The gun points at me I stare up And see a bright white flash The pain It hurts I think its in my brain The gun has gone off A noise A smell That of gun powder And comes a great bright white I follow the light I think I found my escape A numbness like morphine flows all through my veins It feels good so soothing Its taking away my pain My blood its flowing to the floor My blood it made a trail to the door I'm out I've escaped But Now its cold and dark A sound a voice Too bad he was so young A cry from a girl That man was really nice Sadness and misery Seem to surround me Yet I have escaped I'm free the pain is gone I am finally free But wait Sadness ensues They placed me in the news Friends and family All around talking about me My son is crying But I can't soothe him I can't move A priest is talking Reading my last rights A door has closed A straight jacket I am in Good bye to all The darkness has ensued Quiet and peace and sadness for all of you Good bye my friends God is with me now I have found my escape I hope you'll cope some how
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