i have darier's i didnt find out what i even had intill i was around 14-15. it start appearing on my forehead and neck and scalp when i was 7 years old. i went to id have to say over 50 or so doctors and to atleast 100 differnt kind of meds. but when was around 15 i found out what it was and got medication for it. it worked really well and almost complelty got ride of it. sad part is even with meds that work it will never be completly gone its in treatable. it had to be the biggest relief i always held my head down and had bangs to cover it up. then after around 3years i started getting really sick they thought it could be the pills because they could cause horiable side effects. in because around the time the pills already stoped working its i think the doctor said because my body is getting used to it so it wasnt having the same effect she even tried up the dose nothing. i havent been able to get the pills for this in that reason. now my rash is coming back full force and its at its worse. to tell the truth even when it went away i had trouble showing my forehead and stuff but i finally did . now itsback and i dont want to go back to covering it up in its making me have even lower self esteem i hind that part of me well. my diease also makes it hard to lose weight and it makes it easier to gain so i have always had weight issues before all the pills i actual was really skinny i once over a summer gained 10 or so pounds the doc was amazed and so was i because i admit i eat a lil more but not enough to even gain thatmuch at all. but i feel bad cuz my rash could be even worse and in other spots or i could have something even worse. i also could be heavier so i feel complaining and feeling well not confendentand well chucky is wrong.but i also feel i have a reason to feel bad. i have this rash that inchs a full alot of the time and is on parts of my head so ya and it worsen with stress so with things going on in my home life to shorten it up. mom in search of new job her bf not having good cash flow. me not havinga job one and not going to school yet for my own reason mosty cuz lack of help from others and the stress of haveing no one to teach me to drive. nothing comes to the stress of having my dad in a comma and it being his bday today and knowing he got hit by a van and been a comma since july 18. just is hard.
