Seriously it makes me so mad. I cant believe courtney is fucking moving. From california to colorado. What the hell am i suppose to do without her. She is like me sister my best friend my family. She has lived next door to me all mylife and in a month she will be gone. Ill have no one to run to with my problems ill have no one to give me advice and help keep my life on track. She has been that one person in my life that has always been constant. She has been there for eerything no matter whatthe situation has been she is there. She is the shoulder i cry on the friend i laugh the loudest with and the friend i cry hardest with. We have so many memories its crazy to even try and tell people about them. Not one person knows me as well as this girl does. And to think im going to be losing my bestfriend soon that just kilss me inside. She has taught me so much about myself and just life in general. Im pretty sure i would be some rebel ass kid if it wasnt for her,she always gave me a shove in the right directions no matter how hard she had to push....MAN THIS BLOWS