i can be the nicest person or the biggest bitch, so lets just make it clear, stay on my good side. Umm lets see ; i've been to hell && backk .. i spill shit- trip -&&+ embarass myself ;Believe me, i can't just flutter my eyes and get a boy. My life is pretty messed up, i've probably been through more shit than you can even think of, what can i say? nobody's perfect. I've been lied to ; & cheated on & had my heart stolen.. i've fucked up ; fucked people up &&+ been fucked up ; but every single hit was wotrht it because i felt it. I knew it was real - life is real && let me tell you,i am living it wrong everyday. I'm fuckin up royally && doing everything oppsite but do i regret one thing?? nope, never. Because, at one point what i did was what i wanted to do & i got my fucking satisfacation. Believe me,i am no where near prefect ; honestly, i eat when i'm bored ( and it showss ). I am vunerable to believing lies &&+ hopin that one day just one day i wont need a fake smile. To be completely honest, i live by quotes that explain exactly what i am going through, and to say things that i can not say for myself. I make up excuses for pretty much everything. I have bestfriends &+ believe me,i got enemies; but you think i care ?? noppee ... - i have dramma && i have memories.. my life is MINE &&+ no stupid bitches or immature boys can fuck it up for me no more.. i am the real deal. && i'd love to see you try and fucking break me ... my names nicole - and thats my story..