MR FLAWLESS's blog: "cold world"

its so close now time is floatin bye and im never going to forget not even one lil second how hard it realy is to over come something that almost left me as a memorie they say god test you and sooner or later he will break you and they are 100% right life is flimsy grab hold of it and never take it for grantit cause its mind twistin how fast it can change or be taken from you i know i can fix my past but what i can do is use it to my advantage and look for forgiveness so to everyone that i have caused pain anger guilt sadness suffering with all my herat i applogize and thats real my eyes and ears are open cause ive spent to much time sealed closed "i can do anything through him that gives me streagth"phli.4:16 i turn to the heavens above and to those who love me with one question only "will you pray for me while im in the streets could you pray for me befor you go to sleep pray for me im in the game to deep"teflon don

as time keeps passen us bye the days get faster and soon i will be haveing all these tubes removed and some day i will be back to the orignal me but of course i will never forget that one night when i was left with blood leaking from my body the sound of sirens getting closer and closer as i had to fight for my life ,the echos of every one in my life that told me to calm down or one day you might get killed, is this the night is it true am i going to die tonight one shoot from a 9mm handgun.i thought to myself fuck they were right the truth be known i been shoot at the age of 26. not tonight thoe cause i aint ready to go then pitch black i was out and after 5 hours of surgery the doctors had put me back to gather and when i finally woke up i was surrounded bye family i was still alive it was crazy to think i almost didnt make it now i just sit and wait for time time to pass bye till im normal agin

THE WORLD IS A COLD PLACE TO BE THESE DAYS SO GRAB A HOLD OF WAT YOU LOVE AND KISS IT GOODBYE NOTHING LASTS FOREVER ITS JUST A MYTH CAUSE IN THE END WHO REALLY GIVES A SHIT NO ONE I KNOW AND THEY WONDER WHY MY HEART IS BLACK ITS BECAUSE I VE BEEN STRIPPED AND HAVE NO LOVE TO GIVE BACK LATE AT NIGHT I SIT BACK WITH MY THOUGHTS AND LOOK BACK AT WHAT I FORGOT. WHAT MAKES ME SMILE........... ONLY THING IN THE WORLD THATS LEFT FOR ME THE LAST WARM SPOT..... MY DAUGHTER MY SOUL MY LOVE DADDY NEEDS HIS JACKET BABY GIRL WHILE IM OUT HERE IN THIS COLD WORLD ILL BE HOME SOON SO LEAVE THE DOOR UNLOCKED HOW CAN I MAKE THEM LOVE ME