Not going to lie. because of my wife wanting divorce now for as long as she has wanted to finalize it. I have had moments of chest pain where I hoped it was a heart attack. I had moments of headache where I wished it was a Stroke. I have even hoped or prayed for Cancer in order not to go through the divorce process. And yet, I'm still here. no clue as to why. she isn't seeming to turn back even as hard as I have tried to fix my end. the mental pain is terrible.
