Babelini fuM 2 mike's blog: "blogs"

The life is a play that does not permit trials... Therefore, it sings, laughs, dances, cries and each moment of your life lives intensely... ...Before that the curtain descend and the work finish without applauses. Hey, hey, smile! more you do not hide behind that smile... It shows that that you are, without fear. People they exist that dream of your smile, as well as I. Lives! Tries! The life does not pass from an attempt. It loves! It loves above all, housewife to all and to all. Do not you close the eyes to the filth of the world, do not ignore the hunger! It forgets the bomb, but before do something to fight it, although you do not sit down capable. It seeks! It seeks what there is of good in all and all. Do not you do of the defects a distance, and if, an approximation. It accepts! The life, the people, do of them your reason to live. It understands! It understands the people that think different to you, them do not reproach. Eh! Looks... Looks to your back, as many as friends... Already you did someone happy today? Or you caused suffered someone with your selfishness? Eh! Do not you run... So that so much hurry? Runs barely inside yours. Dreams! But do not damage anyone and do not transform your dream in leak. It believes! Expects! Always there will be an exit, always a star will shine. Cries! Fights! Do that that you like, feels what there is inside you. It hears... It listens what the other people have that to say, is important. Rises... Do of the obstacles steps for that that you want to reach. But you do not forget of those that did not they manage to rise in the stair of the life. It discovers! It discovers that that is good inside yours. It tries above all to be people, I also I am going to try. Hey! You... now he sees in peace. I need to tell you that... I WORSHIP YOU, simply because you exist.

Don't get stuck in the past,
Where you linger on and on in familiarity,
And replay old memories over and over again.

Don't overindulge in the future,
Where you daydream about leading a grand life endlessly,
And imagine the sweetest days you could ever live.

Don't neglect your present,
Where true life begins to unfold and pass you by silently,
And you wonder about missed opportunities and lost moments.

For lessons, quietly contemplate about your past,
And you might realize life has cleverly placed you in situations,
That demanded you to raise up to the challenges and to grow.

To reduce your anxiety and panic attacks, make plans for your future,
And you might see that your dreams and goals are acting like guiding lights,
Shining the path for you to follow through and learning to overcome your fears.

To avoid the state of merely existing, be aware of your present,
And you might notice that you are part of a grander scheme,
Where the past is long gone and the future has yet to come,
And that your present is the most precious moment you could ever feel.

Your past and your future both lie in your present,
Where your present wields the power to influence and change,
The way you think about your past either with gratitude or with regret,
And shape your future to either a success or a failure.

Live totally in the present,
Enjoying each and every moment,
Where it is all happening,
Where it truly matters.

Woman is in the lap of A, B, C.....

A says

Woman is attractive flower

B says

Woman is beautiful gift

C says

Woman is great source of comfort

D says

woman has a sweet dialect

E says

Eastern or western, woman is the worthy

F says

woman is central figure of family

G says

woman always glitters with the rays of her partner

H says

woman has holy spirits

I says

woman has basic institution in her lap

J says

woman is a full of joy

K says

woman is head of kisses

L says

woman is lovely thing

M says

woman is symbol of modesty

N says

nails increase the beauty of woman

O says

woman is an pretty ornament

P says

woman is princess

Q says

woman is queen

R says

woman is rare gift

S says

woman is a main source of survival the human being

T says

woman has true spirits of love

U says

woman is an peaceful umbrella

V says

woman is valley of love

W says

woman is wafer

X says

woman has sweet kisses

Y says

woman is your jewellary

z says

woman has great zeal

ISN'T IT SO SURPRISING HOW QUICKLY WE WILL REACT TO SOMEONE ELSE'S SURMATIONS OR REMARKS OF OR ABOUT US, ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE THE LEAST BIT NEGATIVE OR CLOUDY. AT THE SAME TIME WHEN WE SIT AND TRY TO SUMMARIZE WHO WE THINK WE ARE TO OTHERS WE SOMETIMES HAVE PROBLEMS PUTTING THOSE VERY THINGS INTO WORDS..JUST SHOWS MOST OF US IF WE ARE COMPLETELY HONEST WE MUST ADMIT WE ARE A COMPLEX BREED..THERE ARE THOSE OF US THAT SEEM TO KNOW EXACTLY OUTWARDLY AND INWARDLY JUST EXACTLY THE JOURNEY THAT HAS BEEN DESTINED FOR THEMSELVES AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT THEY FEEL THEY ALSO KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO GET THERE. I WONDER........FOR MYSELF I AM ONE OF THOSE COMPLEX CREATURES. I LOVE PEOPLE ALL PEOPLE..WE ALL LEARN FROM EACH OTHER EVERYDAY, IF WE ALLOW OURSELVES TO BE OBSERVANT ENOUGH. UNFORTUNATELY MOST OF US ARE SO BUSY, WE NO LONGER PAY ATTENTION. I CONSIDER MYSELF TO BE FUNNY, WITTY EVEN, PRACTICAL. COMPASSIONATE TO A FAULT SOMETIMES. GENEROUS NOT ONLY WITH POSSESSIONS SOMETIMES BUT WITH MYSELF IF NEED BE..I HAVE PROVLEMS WITH THOSE WHO HAVE PROBLEMS GETTING TO THE BOTTOM LINE AND THEN IF THEY NEVER DO I FEEL AS THOUGH MY HEAD WILL BUST..I AM NOT FOND OF THOS WHO FEEL IMAGE IS THE MOST VALUABLE THING THEY OWN..I DO NOT LIKE VANITY, DON'T GET ME WRONG....I LOVE LOVE BEAUTY. BUT BEAUTY TAKES ON ALL FORMS WHETHER IT BE OF THE FLESH OR THE HEART AND ESPECIALLY THE SPIRIT...SPEAKING OF SPIRIT I HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED THROUGH OUT MY LIFE MY SPIRIT CONTINUES TO BE FILLED WITH TRULY SUCH BEAUTIFUL FEELINGS OF COMFORT AND SOFT PLEASURES AND LOVE. I FEEL AS THOUGH AT TIMES I COULD JUST SPREAD MY ARMS OPEN AND SUCH BEAUTIFUL FEELINGS OF CALMNESS JOY AND LOVE FLOW FORTH WITH SUCH SILENTNESS SUCH AS A WARM SUMMER SOFT BREEZE. I HAVE SUCH BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE YET TO MEET TO SHARE LIFE WITH AND GET GIDDY THINKING OF THOSE I WILL MEET IN MY FUTURE . I HAVE NO PATIENCE WITH A QUITTER, EVEN IN HARDTIMES EVEN IN DEFEAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING TO BE LEARNED. I FEEL I HAVE A VERY GENTLE SOUL EVEN THOUGH I COME ACCROSS AS BEING A VERY STRONG, SURE. AND DETERMINED WOMAN. MY SOUL HURTS SO BAD SOMETIMES WHEN I SEE OUR HUMANITY DO SOME OF THE THINGS IT DOES, I WEEP...I HATE GREED AND I HATE THOSE THAT DISGRACE OUR HUMANITY OF EXSISTANCE STRICKLY FOR THE ALMIGHTY DOLLAR. CERTAINTLY EVERYONE SHOULD DO WELL AND JUSTIFIABLY BE COMENPENSATED FOR IT, BUT I AM MORE PRON TO LEAN TOWARDS THE ARTS AND MUSIC ANY OF THE FINE ARTS THAT TOUCH OUR LIVES, EVERY PART OF OUR LIVES WHETHER VISUALLY, PHYSICALLY, AUDIOLY, MENTALLY...EVERYPART OF OUR MIND BODY AND SPIRIT....THOSE THINGS TOUCH OUR LIVES TODAY AND MAKE US THINK ABOUT YESTERDAY AND MAKE US SEE MAYBE WHERE WE WILL BE GOING IN THE FUTURE. THAT SHOULD AS FAR AS I AM CONCERNED BE MOST COMPENSATED FOR... FREE WILL AND FREE THINKING AND FREE SPEECH SHOULD BE GUARDED OVER AS IF IT WERE THE RICHES OF ALL HUMANITY.. GROWING UP MY DAD ALWAYS TOLD ME ONE OF HIS WISEST LISTEN AND LEARN EXAMPLES..SOME WIN AND SOME LOOSE BUT EVERYONE PLAYS THE GAME. IT TOOK ME A WHILE AND MATURING ALONE THE WAY TO KNOW EXACTLY WHAT HE MEANT. TODAY I KNOW ....I FEEL I HAVE MADE A PRETTY GOOD WALK SO FAR AND HAVE MANAGED TO MAINTAIN MY DIGNITY AND REMAIN TRUE TO MY BELIEFS AND REMAIN FAIR IN MY JUDGEMENTS. I FEEL MY GUARDIAN ANGELS AND MY BLESSED FRIENDS AND FAMILY HELPED ME MAKE THAT WALK A PEACEFUL ONE. I AM NOW RETIRED AND FACE SOME PHYSICAL AND MANY HEALTH PROBLEMS SO I AM NOW ON A NEW JOURNEY..I WILL MEET AND GATHER SUCH BLESSINGS AND FILL UP MY SOUL ALONG THIS PATH THAT MY SPIRIT WILL CONTINUE TO FILL AND GROW. AFTER ALL ISN'T THAT WHAT THE HELL WE ARE ALL HERE FOR......TO LEARN TO LOVE TO GROW LEARN SOMETHING NEW EVERYDAY THIRST FOR KNOWLEDGE....JUST REAP AS MUCH AS OUR HUMAN SPIRIT WILL ALLOW.....

In LIFE, LOVE is NEVER planned nor does it happen for a reason.

But when the LOVE is REAL,

It becomes your PLAN for LIFE and your REASON for LIVING!

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, "I love you", mean it.

FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name-calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming nor Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are...and that's OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. And you learn the importance of loving and championing yourself...and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self-approval. You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn't do for you) and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that it's not always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself...and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance. You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties, you reach a point of Serenity.

She turns it on when they're all gone.
Then she flips and slips her high heels on.
Arching shadows fill the room..
With the dim light of the longing moon.

No doubt her love has diminished.
Finally with him she is surely finished.

No false hopes of lingerie and his caress.
She is within her own loveliness.

And she concedes,
that she is the only one she can please.....

In the dark kisses,
always your,
Keppie
bad to the bone.....
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Describes my life perfectly.

It's strange to get up in the middle of the night 4am aroused with thoughts of setting up a blog. Perhaps an act of seeking emoting abilities from what i've lost over the last months of this year. It's stranger when you attempt to loosen yourself from those emotions in days when you were younger and wish you're feeling them in the older years.

I went away from blogging 2004 hopelessly sentimental and here, i'm back again, with all hope to project image of myself to myself (if there is any), to seek myself from the space to portray myself.

Blogging is such an act of self-indulgence and narcissism, which i must seek, before the last tinge of myself gets lost in those massive non-emotions. Self-affirmation is necessary!