| subject: | very depressed |
| post date: | 2006-09-26 03:02:29 |
| views: 78 comments: 3 ratings: 0 |
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ppl at my job keep picking on me and lying on me and getting me written up for things i dont even do.  i wish i could find a new one soon i really have to get out of there i dont care what i would have to do. im trying not to let it get me down but some of the ppl that would get me in trouble i thought were friends and they just stabbed me in the back like it was nothing. and i feel so betrayed and alone now. like i wonder whats wrong with me that ppl would want to hurt me like that. what did i do to deserve it. i really dont want to go back there i cant sleep or eat it just makes me sick and upset thinking about how i have to go back. i just dont want to face it. i cant. if i didnt have so many bills i would of just walked off the job by now but i gotta wait till i find a new job. ive been filling out applications all day and night. its only been one day though but i keep hoping ill get a call soon to get away from there. i hate this so much like why cant ppl just leave me alone. i feel like i have the worst luck in the world. i keep trying to fight the feelings but without anybody to lean on i dont know if i can do this. :*( |
(Returning Luv 2 
(Sick)
