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luck272008-06-25
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here over the last few weeks i have been fighting an inner battle. you know the good vs evil. i think the evil is starting to win. i have found myself short tempered, and pretty much down right mean to people. im starting to push people away from me, people i work with, guys i went to iraq with(both times i went). its not something thats new, its just hasnt surfaced in a long time. dont really know what to say or do anymore.im thinking maybe i need to go back over to iraq for a 3rd time. that way im not like this to people i know and care about.

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..The Diamond I...
New York, NY
#3 of 3 -- February 24, 2007 @ 3:59 am
I have had many friends that have gone to iraq like 2 or more times. Some that didnt make it home esp the first year this damn war started. If you need someone to open up find someone you really trust or someone that is a total stranger because sometimes they know more to say to comfort and make sense than those closer to you. OR get prof counseling. DOnt let this eat you up. You seem like a nice guy and i would hate to here another sad story what this damn war has done to people and what it turned people into. Sorry. Im just pissed off at Bush and i wont debate with you. Im proud that you have served our country. But If you need to talk than maybe i can do. Im a good listener..MUAH
SEXY BABYGIRL
Canada
#2 of 3 -- February 23, 2007 @ 9:48 pm
MAYBE YOU SHOULD FIND SOMEONE THAT CAN REALLY LISTEN TO YOU AND MAYBE GIVE YA SOME OPINION ON WHAT YOUR FEELING
SOMEONE WHO WONT OR CANT JUDGE YOU
SOMEONE WHO WILL BE THERE FOR YOU AND JUST MAKE YOU THE PRIORITY
**KISSES**

BABYGIRL


PS.IVE BEEN TOLD IM A GREAT LISTENER
~MeShell~Head M...
Online (lost in life right now... show me the way)
United States
#1 of 3 -- February 23, 2007 @ 8:44 pm
inner demons are the worst to try and deal with. best wishes for you and what you decide to do.

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