| subject: | RIP Monica |
| post date: | 2008-05-09 22:04:36 |
| views: 86 comments: 8 ratings: 0 |
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I found out today a friend, Monica, passed away on tuesday May 6th. They wont say what she passed of, but the chances were high that it was a Overdose and/or Suicide.
I dont know what to think, or where to begin start thinking. Just tuesday or wednesday of this week i finally looked around and felt happy to be alive. I wonder what Monica felt. I should have contacted her more, asked how she was doing. I couldnt have done anything to change or stop what happened, but i maybe could have let her know she had been in my thoughts, since i had thought of her but hadnt spoken to her in almost a year. I dont know.
Of course I find out as im climbing into bed and now here i sit. not really wanting to be on fubar being perved by people who cant read a status message saying ive lost a friend, but not wanting to sit alone with my thoughts. |
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