| subject: | my crappy week |
| post date: | 2008-03-24 17:57:20 |
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Im writing this because after the week ive gone through a lot has happened to me. me and bri have split up. I didn’t do anything to mess it up just in case u all r wondering. But I love her to death and I would give anything just to have her back by my side. I mean im sorry if this hurts a few people when I say this but yeah, she is the world to me and right now its hard to not think about her. She has been so good to me and I just want her to know that I love her with all my heart and that im here waiting for her because she is the one person I want to be with for the rest of my life.
Now on to something more important that I need ur attention on. Recently ive had been sent to the hospital twice cause of my stomach pains because its been hard for me to eat. I mean I want to. I want to bad but when I see it I just lose all apetite and all I do is go lay down and cry myself to sleep because what is going on really sucks. Im really scared because its not fun when the doc is looking u in the face and tells u these exact word’s “david, ur body has begun to shut down because theres no nutrients in your system” its scares me to death hearing that. I tell him I want to eat but my body wont let me. Its not fun when all ur body wants to do is sleep and shake once in a while. It sucks hardcore. I hate this feeling all to much.
You know I never knew that 1 person could impact my life so much. Bri is the one I want to spend my life with because of who she is and what she offers as a person. She told me that there will be another shot if everything doesn’t go the way she wants, but I really need that shot to happen. Bri, you know my feelings towards you, and u told me urs, if they are true then show me. I need my world back together because after what I have been told by docs, I fear of going to bed and something happen to me while I sleep. I miss u and I need u and yes im crying as I write this and when I cry , it is showing people my true feelings about that person. I hate this feeling all to much.
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(what wuld u do for 40000 fubucks?????????)
