| subject: | Cheater's |
| post date: | 2008-04-06 09:01:02 |
| views: 53 comments: 2 ratings: 0 |
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I should say here: Dear Diary: again this has ones heart to wondering, why does a man tell you he loves you yet your not enough for him. why does he ask you to marry him yet he has to be off with another woman while you sat at home worrying cause he's late coming home. is a woman suppose to set at home and worry and hopes he comes home and gets in bed with her every night. Are the panic attacks worth it. Trust, hell that gets thrown into the garbage can and then they wonder why you get jealous. Alot of women stay and put up with this, and if you love someone so much it hurts does staying make it all better or worse. One knows you can't smoother the one you love that will make it worse, but then when they aren't with you the little voice in your head is telling you he is with her who ever she is. Do you trust ever making love with him again or do you ask him to grab the rain coat.
A broken heart hurts and you cry and cry until there are no more tears and you don't won't to let go of him and he holds you while you cry and says he loves you, does that make it all better. Sounds like it does, but really when is enough enough.
Then what, when the next man comes along and says he loves you and wants to grow old with you your heart has been shattered many times before and now you can't even let this new one in because of the fear that he's going to do the very same thing.
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