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If I knew
 
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IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I'D SEE YOU FALL ASLEEP, I WOULD TUCK YOU IN MORE TIGHTLY AND PRAY THE LORD, YOU SOUL TO KEEP.

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I SEE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND KISS AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE.

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I'D HEAR YOUR VOICE LIFTED UP IN PRAISE, I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND WORD, SO I COULD PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY.

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME, I COULD SPARE AN EXTRA MINUTE TO STOP AND SAY "I LOVE YOU," INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU WOULD KNOW I DO.

IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD BE THERE TO SHARE YOUR DAY, WELL I'M SURE YOU'LL HAVE MANY MORE, SO I CAN LET JUST THIS ONE SLIP AWAY.

FOR SURELY THERE'S TOMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVERSIGHT, AND WE ALL WILL GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT.

THERE WILL ALWAYS BE ANOTHER DAY TO SAY "I LOVE YOU," AND CERTAINLY THERE'S ANOTHER CHANCE TO SAY OUR "ANYTHING I CAN DO?"

BUT JUST IN CASE I MIGHT BE WRONG, AND TODAY IS ALL I GET, I'D LIKE TO SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE WE NEVER FORGET.

TOMORROW IS NOT PROMISED TO ANYONE, YOUNG OR OLD ALIKE, AND TODAY MAY BE THE LAST CHANCE YOU GET TO HOLD YOUR LOVED ONE TIGHT.

SO IF YOU'RE WAITING FOR TOMORROW, WHY NOT DO IT TODAY? FOR IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES, YOU'LL SURELY REGRET THE DAY, THAT YOU DIDN'T TAKE THAT EXTRA TIME FOR A SMILE, A HUG, OR A KISS

I NEVER KNEW HOW TRUE THIS WAS TILL THE PASSING OF MY GRANDFATHER.

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Poet
District Of Columbia, DC
#3 of 3 -- August 25, 2008 @ 4:37 pm
one I wrote when I lost my sister

The last goodbye

I never thought
That my day would
Be spent driving
600 miles to
See you take
Your last breath

As a child I
Was your excuse to
See the boys
Down on the corner w/
My used stroller’s bent
Wheel always
Turning you away from
Your desires

You came of age in the
Fifties as an
Intellectual young woman
Fighting the legacies
Of Donna Reed,
Only wanting your chance
without the gender bent

You partnered with a loving
Man who accepted
Your strengths and
Your perpetual habit of
Trying to do one more thing – the
Original multi-tasker -
And never being on
Time for anything

You tried to
Reconcile a career, a
Family, a personal life
Before supermom
Was defined. Taking
Time for only one
Vacation in your
Life – and only when
The C-word already
Claimed your morrow

Your eyes opened
When you heard my voice
Over your rasping breath
Your reluctance to rest
Until the Priest
Administered the last?
Rites – you made me, your brother,
A promise not to commit a
Sin and spoil your clean slate!
And you attempted a smile

Your breaths became
More infrequent – your
Pale skin discolored as
Its circulation came
To a standstill, the
Onerous smell of death
Permeated the room
As your bowels relaxed

You raged the Dylan rage
Against the dying of
The light, as your
Breath became a whisper
Shouting your unwillingness
To “go gently into
That good night”!

Your involuntary lip
Movement after you
Departed – muscle spasm’s
Said the hospice
Nurse – I said you were
Saying goodbye, as
Always,
“I Love you - Sis”

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#2 of 3 -- March 26, 2008 @ 6:16 pm
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Carthage, NY
#1 of 3 -- February 25, 2008 @ 11:24 am
said from the heart

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