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subject:depressed
post date:2008-08-22 05:09:24
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All the times i sat an cried,all the times they'd ask me why but i could never give them a reason for my pain never a reason for my tears could only sit there an cry some more, i dont know what is wrong with me and i dont know why i just wish it would all go away all this pain all this anger all this sadness i wish it would just all disappear i feel like im nothing, nothing at all nothing to anyone, not even to myself im so tired of feeling this way i wish i was happy, i wish i knew what happiness was but im to the point now that i have forgotten now all i know is pain an sadness i feel like im slowly going insane an no one can help me, i wish someone could help me.....i wish someone would help me, i wish someone knew but no one does, maybe no one ever will maybe this is my destiny, my fate

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Tony Albera
Malvern, AR
#3 of 3 -- November 25, 2008 @ 12:03 am
It sounds to me like you might be suffering from some type of mood disorder/Major Depressive illness. Growing up does have much to do with it. These types of genetics normally affect an individual in the early 20's. I completly understand how you are feeling. There is no motive. You have these feelings without reason. Based on no situation whatsoever. I feel this way every day of my life. I know why I feel this way. I also began feeling this way between 20/21 years of age. I am 28 years of age now, and these terrible emotions are still standing right beside me. If you want answers, I promise you that I will help you to figure this out.
Tony Albera
Malvern, AR
#2 of 3 -- November 24, 2008 @ 11:54 pm
I think what you are suffering is more clinical, rather than situational. If you don't mind me asking, do you have moments where your moods are elevated. Meaning, rapid speech, racing thoughts, and trouble sleeping?
«WikdClownz69» ...
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Wilmington, CA
#1 of 3 -- August 31, 2008 @ 10:49 am
It's called growing up, Sweetie... you and your mind are growing and things are changing and it takes some getting used to... I know it's hard, but sometimes you just have to grin and bear the pain because Life Is pain... unfortunately. If ya ever need someone to talk to, you know where I am. I mean it. Okay?

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