I dont have any specific Idols or anybody I look up to really. I guess my family parents,brothers,sisters...I have a fond respect for because theyhave never followed in my not so good footsteps and have always been there for me no matter what is was that I did. Actually I do have one person I look up to and that is Jenna Jameson. Not so much for her being a porn actress I mean Ive seen some but, not a lot of her work but the type of person she has made of herself with herself is just eanough to motivate anybody to do the same . Not in the same way but she changed the game letting people know she's not ashamed of her work and she is proud of her accomplishments and money she makes being the most top paid porn star in history. She even won a debate at Harvard or Yale University on a debate about pornography so she stick up for what she believes in and I like that quality in people.