SCOOTER BLACK's blog: "ANGELS & DEVILS, POETRY AND SUCH THINGS."

"TO MY FALLEN BROTHERS AND SISTERS, MAY YOU RIDE THE WIND IN PEACE." SCOOTER BLACK COPYRIGHTED 2004. THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OF THE ROAD,IN LOVING MEMORY. DAN DAN THE MOTORCYCLE MAN POLZIN MOMMA DONNA OF THE ROADHOUSE 100. LOCAL 42 FORR SNOOKEY HINKLE LOCAL 42 FORR SKINNY KEVIN LOCAL 42 FORR COWBOY KEVIN LOCAL 24 FORR FREDDY BEAR DAVIS A BIKERS FRIEND AND CO-WORKER. MOMMA SAM LOCAL 42 FORR MAX POWELL, MY GRAND FATHER WHO RODE AN INDIAN MOTORCYCLE FROM NEPHI UTAH TO THE CHICAGO'S WORLD FAIR AND BACK. PHILLIP RAY POWELL, MY DAD WHO ALWAYS SUPPORTED MY LOVE OF MOTORCYCLES. R.I.P.

LAST YEAR I WAS OUT AT A CLUB ALONE LISTENING TO MUSIC WATCHING PEOPLE DANCE. AND FEELING BLUE. I SENT A TEXT TO A DEAR FRIEND I CONSIDER MY SISTER, WHERE I WAS AND HOW IT ALWAYS AMAZED ME, THAT MOST OF MY LIFE, EVEN IN A CROWD I ALMOST ALWAYS FELT A ALONE. I ASKED WHAT I SHOULD DO? " SHE SAID HUN JUST DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO WHEN I GET BLUE AND THE MUSICS PLAYING. DANCE WITH YOUR-SELF AND TO HELL WITH WHAT PEOPLE THINK OR HOW SILLY YOU FEEL." " DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY GET LOST FOR A LITTLE BIT IN THE MUSIC,, YOU WON'T BE ALONE FOREVER, SOMEONE WILL FIND YOUR SWEET HEART " YOU KNOW WHAT? SHE WAS RIGHT. LOL. I SOME TIMES STILL DANCE ALONE JUST FOR FUN, THE MUSIC TAKES AWAY THE DAY TO DAY STRESS AND PAIN OF LIFE. YOU SHOULD SEE ME, ITS SCARY, LMAO. PEACE. STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL. P.S. THANX JEN FOR THE ADVICE. : ) SCOOTER.

I WOULD TRAVEL THROUGH THE GATES OF HELL AND IN TO THE DEPTHS OF THE FIRE, TO BE WITH YOU. I SHALL FOREVER ACHE AND LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH, YOUR EMBRACE AND SWEET KISSES. AT TIMES I KNOW OUR TASKS MUST BE CARRIED OUT ALONE, YET THOSE WE SHARE TOGETHER BRING ME SILENT JOY. TO DANCE ALONE OR WITH YOU, MATTERS NOT AS LONG AS YOU ARE NEAR. YOUR HUMAN FORM IS TRULY BEAUTIFUL IN MY EYES, AND YOUR HEART AND SOUL SHINE QUIETLY FROM WITHIN. TO BE EMBRACED AND TO EMBRACE EACH OTHER WITHIN OUR WINGS, OUR LOVE SHALL FOREVER SOAR THROUGH STORMS AND BLUE SKIES. THE PEACEFUL RISE AND FALL OF YOUR CHEST, THE SOFT SOUND OF EACH AND EVERY BREATH, THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART, SWEET MUSIC TO MY EARS AND EYES, SWEET DREAMS IN THE NIGHT. MY ADMIRATION FOR YOU AS A WOMAN, A MOTHER AND AN AMAZING SOUL, YOU MAY NEVER FULLY KNOW, IT IS GRAND AND EMENCE. FORGET NOT MY LOVE, I SHALL STAND AND WALK WITH THEE, BE IT THROUGH THE GATES OF HELL OR THE GATES OF HEAVEN.FEAR NOT, FOR I AM HERE WITH YOU. MY HEART FOR YOU MY LOVE, IN SILENT DREAMS, I LONG FOR OUR DAYS TO COME.XOXO FOREVER YOURS, SCOTT/SCOOTER.

GREETINGS, PEACE, STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL. I'M STILL LEARNING ABOUT LIFE AND ANOTHER YEAR SHALL COME TO PASS IN MINE. LIFE HAS WONDERFUL MOMENTS THAT ARE FOREVER KEPT IN ONES HEART AND SOUL. TO BE FOREVER CHERISHED. AND THERE IS ALSO PAIN AND SORROW FOR MANY WITHIN THEIR HEARTS AND SOULS. I HAVE SEEN BOTH. THE GOOD AND THE BAD. ONE OF THE THINGS I HAVE LEARNED OVER THE YEARS, IS THAT WE ARE NOT PERFECT NOR IS OUR WORLD. WE FALTER AND ERROR IN OUR TIME ON EARTH. BUT LIFE IS SHORT. PAINFUL AT TIMES, BUT NEVER THE LESS SO BITTER SWEET. I HAVE LEARNED TO FORGIVE AND TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS. NOT TO HARBOR HATRED OR ANGER, TELL THOSE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE THEM, YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR NUMBERS GOING TO BE CALLED. LAUGH, CRY, TALK ,HUG AND LOVE. MAKE THE BEST OF THE WORST. JUST LIVE, LIFE AND NEVER GIVE UP UNTIL YOUR LAST BREATH . BLESSED BE. S.F. POWELL/ AKA SCOOTER BLACK MAY 14TH, 2007

THE SUFFERING FROM WITHIN, TO BE HAUNTED BY THE DEMONS OF OUR CHILDHOOD. THE PAIN AND SORROW INFLICTED UPON OUR INNOCENCES, BY THOSE WHOM WE TRUSTED, THOSE WHO WERE SUPPOSED TO LOVE AND PROTECT US. THE EVIL COMMITTED UPON US AS CHILDREN, IS NOT OUR FAULT NOR OUR BURDEN TO CARRY WITHIN OUR SOULS AND HEARTS. CAST OUT THE DEMONS, BREAK THE SELF PUNISHMENT. BREAK THE CYCLE AND THE SUFFERING FROM WITHIN. LOVE AND PROTECT OUR CHILDREN WITH OUR LIVES. THIS IS OUR DUTY. FOR WITHOUT OUR CHILDREN, WE SHALL HAVE NO FUTURE AS HUMAN BEINGS. BE NOTHING MORE THAN DAMAGED AND/OR LOST SOULS AND FOREVER HAUNTED BY EVIL. AND ALL SHALL BE LOST FOR ETERNITY. PEACE, STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL. BLESSED BE. S.F.POWELL/ SCOOTER BLACK 05/08/07

I WISH YOU COULD SEE YOUR-SELF THROUGH MY EYES. A WOMAN OF GREAT BEAUTY AND INNER STRENGTH, A WOMAN WHO HAS BEEN THROUGH HELL AND HIGH WATER, WHO STILL STANDS TALL AND PROUD. EVEN WHEN SHE IS TIRED AND IN GREAT PAIN. A WOMAN WHOM RARELY LETS HER GUARD DOWN, YET HAS A PASSIONATE AND TENDER SIDE. A WOMAN WHO IS HONEST AND INDEPENDENT, YET HAS OPENED HER HEART AND HOME TO ME. A RARE GIFT. THAT I CHERISH AND RESPECT. THE LOVE FOR YOUR CHILDREN AND YOUR ANIMALS, THERE IS NONE MORE TRUE. THE LOVE YOU HAVE SHOWN ME, THERE IS NONE GREATER. I WISH YOU COULD SEE YOUR-SELF THROUGH MY EYES. S.F.POWELL 2007

I ALWAYS TRY TO BE A GENTLEMEN, IF I'M NOT CRAZY ABOUT SOMEONES PHOTO I DON'T RATE IT. I FIND SOME THING IN THE PERSONS PROFILE AND GIVE IT A TEN. TO THOSE SWEET KIND SOULS, THANK YOU FOR YOU 10'S AND 11'S. TO THE PUNK ASS BITCHES AND CHICKEN SHIT ASS WIPES GIVING PEOPLE 1'S AND ANYTHING BELOW A 10. YOU NEED A BOOT UP YOUR ASS AND A BOLIVIAN NECK TIE, I BET THAT PHOTO WOULD GET SOME 10'S. S.BLACK HELL AND THE WASTE LANDS, BEEN THERE DONE THAT. LMAO

Entry for January 13, 2007 I DIED AGAIN WHEN I CAME HOME TODAY. MY HEART, MIND, SOUL AND BODY I GAVE UNTO THEE, WILLINGLY. I BELIEVED YOUR WORDS, " I LOVE YOU, THERE IS ONLY YOU, I WISH TO GROW OLD TOGETHER WITH YOU." SOMETIMES I WISH I HAD NEVER BEEN BORN, BUT THEN AGAIN, I AM THANKFUL FOR MY PAIN AND SUFFERING, MY JOY, MY TINY MOMENTS OF HAPPINESS. FORE THIS IS ALL I HAVE , I FORSAKE ALL OTHERS FOR YOU. THERE IS NO SEX, NO PASSION, NO LIFE, FOR ME, WITHOUT LOVE. I GROW WEARY, OF BEING TOLD, " YOU ARE THE MOST WONDERFUL MAN I HAVE EVER KNOWN, KIND, CONSIDERATE, LOVING AND ROMANTIC." IF THESE WORDS ARE TRUE, WHY IN GODS NAME, MUST ANOTHER PIECE OF MY SOUL AND HEART, BE RIPPED FROM MY BEING? ANSWER ME THIS!!!! DAMN IT !!!!!!! SHALL I NEVER BE TRULY LOVED? SHALL I LIVE WITH NOTHING MORE THAN HEART ACHE, SHALL I BE FOREVER TEASED AND TAUNTED, WITH VISIONS OF LOVE AND PASSION. MY HEART DESCENDS INTO THE DEPTHS OF HELL, THIS DAY THE 13 TH OF JANUARY. SHE IS GONE, MY STORMY HAS BEEN WHISKED AWAY, THIS COLD AND ICY DARK WINTERS DAY. I GAVE OF MY ESSENCE,MY SOUL. A FOOL I AM, NOTHING MORE, ANOTHER LOST SOUL WANDERING THE CORRIDORS OF THIS LIFE TIME. I SHED TEARS WHEN I READ YOUR NOTE TODAY, MY HEART SCREAMS IN AGONY. I DON'T KNOW IF I SHALL EVER KNOW TRUE LOVE, BEFORE THE END OF DAYS. I PRAY, TO YOU WHO TAKE PART OF MY HEART AND SOUL, FORGET ME NOT. AS I HAVE GIVEN MY LOVE, TO YOU FREELY OF MY OWN DOING. FORGET ME NOT IN YOUR DAYS TO COME, AND KNOW YOU WHERE ONCE TRULY LOVED, BY ME. I AM CURSED, I AM PUNISHED FOR ALL THE SINS OF MY YOUTH. AN ANGEL, WITH HORNS AND A POINTED TAIL. LOL. PEACE , LOVE AND STRENGTH TO YOU, MY LOVE. YOU SHALL GROW STRONGER ,WITH THE PIECES OF LIFE YOU HAVE TAKEN FROM ME. AS USUAL, I APPEAR TO BE JUST ANOTHER PIECE OF MEAT, HEART AND SOUL. CURSED IS THE FOOL, WHO GIVES HIS HEART AND SOUL TO ANOTHER. I SHALL STOP, THIS SEARCH FOR" THE ONE" SHE'S JUST A DREAM IN THE DREAM TIME. SHE APPEARS IN THE FLESH FOR A BRIEF MOMENT, FOREVER CHANGING FORM, THEN DISAPPEARING. SCOOTER( THE CURSED) BLACK LOL.

Entry for February 21, 2007 TO THOSE WHO KNOW ME AND LOVE ME, I AM STILL ALIVE, JUST DEALING WITH A LOT OF BULLSHIT, ANGER, FRUSTRATION AND GETTING THINGS IN ORDER. MOMMA B, APACHE , T- MAN, AND ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL HEARTS AND SOULS THAT HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ME MY HEART AND THANX TO YOU. FOR YOUR PRAYERS, LOYALTY AND KINDNESS. AND TO MY STALKER DRAGNFLY AND THOSE WHO HAVE BETRAYED ME, THEIR IS NO MERCY IN MY HEART AND SOUL FOR YOU. YOU HAVE CREATED YOUR OWN HELL AT MY EXPENSE. MAY YOU NEVER FIND PEACE, THE CIRCLE SHALL COME AROUND FOR YOU AND THE ATROCITIES YOU HAVE COMMITTED AGAINST ME. TO MY TRUE FRIENDS AND FAMILY, MY HEART AND SOUL I SHARE WILLINGLY WITH YOU. TO ALL OTHERS ETERNAL DAMNATION, YOU ARE THE UNFORGIVEN. I SHALL RISE ABOVE ALL THIS, I SHALL HAVE THE BLOOD AND FIRE IN MY HEART AND SOUL ONCE AGAIN, MY STRENGTH, GROWS DAY BY DAY AND NIGHT BY NIGHT. PEACE,LOVE AND STRENGTH TO THOSE WHO ARE TRUE. SCOOTER BLACK. COPYRIGHT 02/21/2007