im 15im in 9th gradei like school cuz it gets me out of the house and i can hang with my friends all day, i love the middel ages and ancient eygpt and greece, that is what i want to major in when i go to college, i like english class cuz i like to readi get along with almost everyone at school or i at lest try to get along with everyone i try not to judge people before i kno them but sometimes i do and i feel bad about it so i try hard not toomy dad and mom are split and i dont always get along with my dads girlfriend but i try to get along with her so my dad wont get upset when we fight....i really dont kno how i feel about my mom i love her but she has done so many things that hurt me and my sister that i dont want to talk to her or even care about her cuz i dont want her to hurt us again but shes my mom so i cant just forget about her i dont care about what people think or say about meif u dont like me than i dont care and dont try to act like u like me i will act how ever i want and i dont care if u like it i dress how i want and i like what ever music i like i cont care if its in or not it i like it than i like it and theres nothing anyone can do about iti would do anything to help my friends and family cuz i care about them and i kno that they would and have helped me with things music and books are my escape from life i really dont like life all that much (i DONT want to kill myself) i feel like i am in the wrong time i want to live in the middle ages or some time around that time when there were kings and queens who ruled books take me to that life music makes me relaxed even if its heavy metal or emo there are so many songs that can explain how i feel snd that some how makes me relaxed