ITS HARD TO MAKE IT IN THE WORLD ALONE.
I KNOW I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR A LONG TIME.THEN FINALLY SOMEONE COMES ALONG AND I WANT TO SHARE LIFE AND LOVE WITH THEM AND WHAT DO I DO I GET SCARED OF ALL THE THINGS THAT COULD BE. I HAVE TRIED TO OPEN MY LIFE BEFORE AND I HAVE ONLY BEEN HURT BY THEIR WAYS. TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF AND LEFT TO THE STREETS WITH MY KIDS. THEN WHEN I TRY TO PICK MY LIFE BACK UP AFTER ONLY A COUPLE OF DAYS OUT IN THE REAL WORLD THE BABIES ARE TAKEN FROM ME. I WAS NEVER A BAD MOTHER I JUST LET THE WRONG PERSON IN. NOW EACH DAY IS A BATTLE AND I TRY TO MAKE THE BEST I CAN OF ALL THAT IS WRONG.
THE MAN I AM WITH I LOVE DEEPLY. I JUST FEAR THAT I WILL FIND A WAY TO PUSH HIM AWAY AND HE WOULD BE THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME AND THEN HE IS GONE.
AND YES I DO FEAR IT ALL AND YES I DO MISS MY CHILDREN AND YES I CAN GET THEM BACK. I JUST WISH THAT EVERYTHING COULD BE BACK THE WAY IT USE TO BE THEN I WOULD BE HAPPY AND HAVE NO FEARS...
