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I don’t give a fuck anymore I’m so over you I’m so over me I can’t do what you need I can’t be who you want I’m me and it is what it is I don’t give a fuck anymore I am exhausted I have nothing left I grit my teeth and wait for a response It’s all to complicated To walk on egg shells and worry I don’t give a fuck anymore You can’t comfort who I am You can’t change what it is Life is as sucky as you make it I made my happy and you are jealous I don’t give a fuck anymore I’m not sorry anymore It’s to old to care I have no sad for you You annoy the fuck outta me I don’t give a fuck anymore

I’m Okay I got lost in us Who we were to each other Who we are to each other I stepped back and found my love for you Fierce with everything Lost in nothing My pain was from you I’m okay You whispered the words You melted my heart Who knew it could be you I waited patiently I still do I held your hand It didn’t feel right I’m okay You held me in your arms It felt good I could have stayed there Forever I searched for the us Do we have a we The second pea to the pod I’m okay My questions are mine You can’t answer them for me My tears are my release I’ll find my way I’m with you Along for the ride Waiting for the other boot to drop I'll hold my breath I’m okay

He says he loves me He shows me in ways That only he could His happy is in his eyes His love is in his heart He shows the best of him to me And I don’t ever want to be apart He kisses me with passion The heat from a thousand Suns I wonder where I was before him My life started with his hello I gave him my forever He asked me to be his I said yes Quick Like a Bunny I’m a quirky girl He’s a funny boi We match in ways That make other jealous We will walk the world Hand in hand With each other Like we’ve only had one another Our past is void Our future is bright We’ll love till the end And won’t ever notice the time It will feel like the first time every time In the blink of the eye we will have had Our life Together Laughing Loving Kissing Hugging He is my forever I am his for always

I’ve missed you my whole life By my side you have walked With a blind eye to what is here for you I get close You push off I stay back You want more I give myself And you want the one who is a whore I miss you when you’re with me I miss you when you’re gone I miss you when we’re kissing Because I don’t ever want to be done You’ve held my hand Told me you understand Brushed your hand on my face Told me you’d love me forever Then turned and went to that other chick I’ll always be your best friend No matter if it kills me inside I sit with patience that you’re the one If you’re not I’ve wasted my life waiting No regrets because it was what I wanted I’ve missed you my whole life I just wanted to be your wife If you asked I’d never decline Because I wouldn’t want to miss you For the rest of my life

My sad is not because of you I got lost today in who I am I took my seeking out on you I questioned me Which led me to put it on you My error was that I didn’t know this until it was to late The words shot Like a bullet from a gun Without intention I was mean to you I can’t say I’m sorry Because it’s not enough I cry because my sad Hurt you And that makes me more sad The hole gets deeper I’ll climb out You don’t need to reach your hand I can do this on my own For you I will find My place in our US It will be quick I was there before I adore you so much It hurts to be apart The closer we get The more I want I hold myself back So I don’t get stuck When all I want Is to get stuck with you In a big house on the hill With you, me and Huey too! My sorry is from my heart It’s not enough But you know me My words are all I can give =P

I felt stupid You had no clue I poured my soul all out to you I put them in an email And clicked send I sat quietly and thought to myself “Oh Dear God, what the fuck did I do?” I laid it all out I sat on pins and needles Waiting for your reply Thinking if I read it I would die I questioned my crazy Only to amaze me You laughed and giggled Made me sad I cried some tears You made me mad You came correct Gave me a hug Told me you loved me And your laugh was a cover up You felt the same way You had no words to say I put it all down And you agreed We two peas in a pod And the haters with hate We make the World jealous Anyone can see There is nothing better than you and me

I don’t have to speak I let my Visa speak Words taken from a song Made into mine It’s who I am until I die I am a diva In all that it is I don’t care what you think It is what it is My man loves me for who I am I’m true The bitch that is the realist Keeps it straight You can’t phase me Because all ya’ll are fake I’m done with defending There is no pretending You fuck with my man You fuck with who I am I’ll take you down If I have too You don’t fuck with me Because my actions are louder than my words I protect what is mine Till the day I die You’re my friend for life You can’t deny I’m the one that ya want on your side I got your back There is no looking back I’ll take your breath If you take a step Kick rocks

Standing here looking at you I catch my breath The day came And you found somebody else It ain’t nothing I can do about it We ran out of love And it’s to late for us to talk about it We use to make love to each other Every day If you hurt I would feel it Want to take it from you You hurt me to many times Now I’ve stood up Ain’t nothing you can do about it It’s to late to talk about it There ain’t any negotiations for us You found out the hard way Your tears fall like mine Like a river Ain’t nothing you can do about it You can’t ever get me back It would never be the same We can’t back to what we were before Long gone, who we were to each other Ain’t nothing you can do about it If you listen to me now Wipe the tears from your brow It’ll all be okay baby boi This is our goodbye Ain’t nothing you can do about it

I’ll always remember that you made me cry One day you will realize who I was in your life I was the good girl that you left behind Your lies are killing me inside Why would I take you back We had a good thing You threw it all away Your promises mean nothing now Your lies made them void I cried to many tears over you I’ll never be yours again You can’t come clean now I know who you are You’ll never be free of me Your apologies mean nothing You say forgive and forget Have no regret It’s what I wanted Now there’s no chance Beg and plead your case with me I turn my back and all you will see Is the future you could have had Walking away in me

It dawned under the wings of death She laid in his arms Where she didn’t belong For she was another’s Lost on her way back She found the arms of another Forever to be her regret For once what she wanted At that time was a lie Her regrets ran thick Her tears flowed steady Her heart had a pain Like none she had felt before He looked into her eyes Saw her pain Nothing for him to do He took the moment as his She shed herself The one she knew herself to be She got lost in the moment Awoke in a mess Questioned what she should do In her mind she found no resolve Her heart beat with a slowness Her breath was gone She had taken her life and turned it To her death in one night Her life was to be changed Her love to be lost Her questions to be left unanswered Her fight to be within her A life lesson She learned in one moment Forever to be changed Her tears meant nothing Her wails were silent She wasn’t who she was The moment before She walks alone Under the wings of death