Kittykatt's blog: "A thought..."

A desire so wanting to the depths being wonders in taking grasp of mate so warmth of frigidness. waking to day's morn truth of blind consuming of breaths as nothingness by side engulphs emptiness. Within Gazing Blackenedness of tainted beseaching love's posions drifting below of the Known slumbers awating upon shadows of no existence.

I looked within today and was blinded but not by the light that I was told that is meant to linger within. I was blinded with eyes wide and gazing upon the shadows that were masked in the Darkened drewy forests slowly withering upon the sands as time timidly spin forth. Taking in being terified of what I discovered, outward I turned and finding only love tainted with lies and barbfull lust as is sears into the depths of those fallen for its desierable surface. How horrible to be caught up in such a trap... Feelings that surface Emotions that folly Heart to pieces it lays. All I've known to be so horrid as it consumes the slightest hope that screams "TAINT THY SELF NOT THY HEART" but in the end all becomes nothing. As it takes control time becomes only of a thought. Own days become hidden behind walls of no insight of reality...blackened moons engulp the skies and false happiness ensues... Blackened days Darkened nights Hope lost Someone drain blood from thy veigns tear thy heart open till thy blood is taste feel thy do nothing. *********Fuck you you sadistic ass holes who toy with love!!!!*************

I feel like the existance of my current being is in agony of the pain of emotion and attention that it so desperately craves and desires from one that caresses the slumbering depths that so coyly linger within