This poem was wrote for me by a very special friend of mine named Kat aka Tattooed Beauty she has been the bestest person/friend on here I was brought to tears after reading this she wrote this after my dad passed away. Her and her friend Starr put it on a beautiful background but you couldn't read all the words very well and I wanted everyone to read and feel the love and heartfelt meaning as I did so here it is ...........It's Pretty long but absoulty beautiful
My Dearest Family
Some things I'd like to say
but first of all to let you know
that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from Heaven
where I dwell with God above
where there's no more tears or sadness
there is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight
remember that I'm with you
every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you
when my life on Earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again,
you were missed while you were gone,
as for your dearest family
they'll be here later on.
I need you here so badly
as part of My big plan,
there's so much that we have to do
to help our mortal man.
Then God gave me a list of things
He wished for me to do,
and foremost on that list of mine
is to watch and care for you.
And I will be beside you
every day and week and year,
and when you're sad,
I'm standing there
to wipe away the tear.
And when you lie in bed at night,
the days chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you
in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on Earth
and all those loving years,
because you're only human
they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry,
it does relieve the pain,
remember there would be no flowers,
unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you
of all that God has planned,
but if I were to tell you,
you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain,
though my life on Earth is o'er.
I am closer to you now
than I ever was before.
And to my very many friends,
trust God knows what is best.
I'm still not far away from you,
I'm just beyond the crest.
There are rocky roads ahead of you,
and many hills to climb,
but together we can do it
taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too
that as you give unto the World
so the World will give to you.
If you can help somebody
who is in sorrow or in pain,
then you can say to God at night
my day was not in vain.
And now I am contented
that my life it was worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody
who is down and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up
as on your way you go.
When you are walking
down the street
and you've got me on your mind,
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind.
And when you feel the gentle breeze
or the wind upon your face,
that's me giving you a great big hug
or just a soft embrace.
And when it's time for you to go
from that body to be free,
remember you're not going
you are coming here to me,
And I will always love you
from that land way up above.
Will be in touch again soon.
P.S. God sends His Love.
No one can imagine the emotions I am feeling right now!! I can not possibly thank all of personally. Some of you I've never even talked to nor met but, today you have shown me that Fubar is about more than just points and popularity. You have shown me support, love, compassion, and that true, real friends still exist. I had previously felt alone throughout my entire diagnosis and treatments but, now I see I'm not at all. I do wanna send out a special thank you to my family...The Spankers' Club. They welcomed me with open arms and even throughout my treatments; not being able to be on all the time-have only showed me love and friendship. You guys mean the world to me and each of you has a special place in my heart. Also to BooBoo and her Shadow Leveler's Club...Fat Sonny ...Freak .. and to EVERYONE who put aside all other things to help me.
My surgery is tomorrow at 1pm est... I'm so looking forward to it; although today nerves have me.. tomorrow I'm ready for whatever I'm handed.
I'm Sorry I can not name everyone that has helped me in reaching my goal of becoming Godmother but PLEASE, PLEASE, know I'm forever grateful to each and everyone of you.
I was asked by Kate to make this bulletin thanking everyone.. She is packing at this moment and getting final things done. To add a little Kate humor to this page I found this:
