wicked devil ZM's blog: "a poem my good friend bleedingeyes wrote for me"

I'm a thousand miles away from you. I'm in a million pieces. i try so hard to keep myself together on my own. I'm just in a mess. but when i see your face. i feel whole. when you call my name. i come to you in pieces. but you make me feel whole.i know I'm finally yours. when i see your face. i know im in love. i cant keep my mind off of you. i was a broken man. but you took me and made me a new man. when i see your face. i want to hold you. seeing you smile makes me feel whole again. i know I'm in love. I'm in love. yes im in love. I'm in love with you. when i see your face. i want to kiss you. kiss you passionately. cause you make me feel whole.

i scream your name in the rain. you are my angel flying around me. i hear your voices in the rain. i run to find you. you're the angel im looking for. i been waiting for someone as you. i was lost but you helped me find the way. my heart took me to you. you are the one i need. your the one i want to hold. i forgot about yesterday. i remember today. i can think of tomorrow without you. getting a kiss from you would make my life worth living. i can go anywhere with you. you are my angel. you make me believe in you. my heart is yours. my love is all yours. i scream your name in the rain. i hear your voice. your the angel flies around me. i hear your voice. i come to you. my heart makes me come to you. my heart helped me find you. you are the only one i need.

i was in broken pieces. i was shattered on the floor. i was crying in tears. i felt no reason for being here. but you gave me a reason to fight this bad feeling. you gave me something to believe in. every time you say hi to me. i have to take a time to catch my breath. im always smiling when i talk to you. how could someone want to talk to a guy like me. you gave me a reason to believe. i feel whole again. i never want to go to sleep. i dont want this day to end. every time i think of you. I'm glad i have you in my life. i never thought of someone as beautiful as you would talk to me. every time you say hi to me. i have to stop and catch my breath. you are too beautiful to describe in words. knowing you is a blessing. if i can only think of the words telling you how happy i am for you being here.

in your place, surrounded with candles burning. you put a spell on me. now i will serve you. i will do anything you wish from me. i feel so strange, you have complete control over me. i see your lips move. i can feel what your saying. i beg to serve. what is your wish? i look at your sweet lips move. the beast inside of me wants to get you. im here to serve. your wish is my love. please close your eyes. and let me love you to death. i will prove, that i mean what i'm saying. and begging. i want grab you and hold you forever. when i 1st looked at you i got hooked on you. now your my addiction that i desperatly needed. am i good enough for you? am i good enough for you my love?