Spicy Mia's blog: "" A Feeling ""

What does the word " trust " mean to you ?

Is it someone who is reliable an true ?

To be honest an fair , who you know will always be there ?

All these simple questions aren't simple after all ,

Because no real trust can be found in the world today ,

People just want to play , To stay reclusive is the only way .

To make it through yet another day.

That's all I want is honesty and truth ,

To feel love from my head to my toes ,

To know you love me as only an illusion to see ,

What ever really happen to me ? Got lost in the meaning of Trust & Truth.

But with you my love will forever be ......... No matter what the future holds for me........

The road traveling life is long n rocky ,

We pass many lefts n rights, around the curves ,

And under the bridges n to the sea's 

And in the space you see only me at the end.

I'm waring a smile tho' cause at the end is when I'll find 

Who n what I'm lookin' for. 

I'm lookin' for gentleness , with the touch 

Of a feathers breath. A touch of compassion , 

Not to excite but to connect what is right , 

On this road to nowhere in sight.

I see the Ocean beckoning me ,

It says  "my darlin' , come into me. 

I'll take you deep into waters unknown ,

Where I'll share the joys that's grown.

If you only knew the way I felt , 

When you weld the lash n stinging blows ,

To me it only shows , the love that you feel but......... 

Refuse to weld , the power of love will win it all

The moon shines down on thee a' me ,

With gentle shadows of secrets being whispered,

By the one who loves you ,

She whispers of hopes an dreams ,

Of wind that blows away all schemes ,

Left just by sweet breezes ,

Of laughter , music and tender kissessssssssssssss .....

As I sit here all alone , wondering where the years have gone.....

I've lost the twinkle in my eye and all hope has flown......

I use to laugh , sing & dance . I use to worship but have lost my chance.

As I wonder through this maze, looking , begging to find a way . 

To excape this harsh reality , even if it's only my mind that goes. 

In that finality I can survive , but I promised my kids , I'd fight somehow,

All I want to do is return to the dust I was started with , 

But I promised a stupid vow . 

How can a woman who has given so much , 

End up without even a human touch ? 

My soul is screaming for release , my heart is empty .

I truly think I must brake this vow , because the pain 

Is waring me down , I just want to fly in the clouds so high ,

And looks like I'll have to seek the magic somewhere upon 

A mountain high .....When all I really want is to finally die. 

I hear the drums , in your heart beat , I see the sad in your eyes ,

I know you run fast and furious , the wind in your fur . 

The rocky path lies behind you as you howl at the moon ,

You are free , only you don't feel it , so you keep running. 

You're the Lone Wolf , elusive with needs ,

And as I who understands , runs along side of thee ,

If we both continue on our paths , we'll find the way ,

To freedom at last , the moon hangs low tonight ,

So howl my friend , cause all will be alright............ 

Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone,

Too often we're too stubborn to say " Sorry , I was wrong " .

Too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts ,

And too often , we let the most foolish things ,

Tear us apart .......

 from a very wise quote ...... so true , felt it to my very toes.

I know what God must feel like when he See's a star burn out , 

The flame of life not dancing bright ,

No laughter to be found , aww a sad song to sing ,

A story of of unfulfilled dreams ,

The spiral just keeps spinning around                                                                           To Worlds yet unseen ,                                                                                                            So  I'll  sing and laugh and dance some more,

In joy that I know , I always love what I cant have ,

And leave the rest untold.

Love is the silent word ,

Between the lines.

Speaking itself in a quiet kiss ,

Sweet secrets ,

Whispered in the heart. 

The sound of a rainbow ,

the flavor of light,

the scent of a sweet dream 

the feeling of flight.

the cool of the frost ,

one kiss and I'm lost. 

We all dream of lost love ,

I'm dreaming of a love  I'll never have 

So just know that between the lines I'm saying " I love you "