i have to apolligize to all the americans i have let down i served the military services for several years i feel i have let every one down by being medically discharged i feel i could have served longer yet the doctor says i am medically unfit i sustained a head injury when i was hit by a propeller of a helichopter on its first rotation so to me it didn't hurt that much but the damage sustained from what i have been told was 37% memory loss and i have also been stricken with a faulty pancreas i have become diabetic i feel ashamed that i am not good enough to continue serving this magnificent country my heart goes out to the men and women still serving i feel i have let them down because they relied on me and i couldnt preform the duties warrented of me altho i have been reashured several times that its ok i still feel i have let my fellow brother and sisters down i ask that you forgive me for my actions and allow me to stand as a servent on this end of the line thank you
cheif warrent officer VanSiclen "Bucky" Arza E, II