I was never good at these kinds of things... I mean, how do you expect to understand me if I don't understand myself? There are only a small handfull, very small, whom I've let catch even the smallest of glimpses as to who's really behind this shell. So, here's some keywords you can use to describe the many faces of me...


melodramatic, manic depressive, timid, overly emotional, gothic, dark, sarcastic, sadistic, poet, artist, writer, loyal, dreamer, hopeless romantic, heartbroken, open minded, naive, morbid, antisocial, quiet, easily hurt, easily broken, cutter, lier, paranoid, decetful, quick to cause pain, empty, total fucking mess, psycho.., invisable, too close to the edge for comfort, intellegent, walking contradiction, vampyric, childish, immature, just pretending, fragile, low self esteem, submissive, dependent, complcated, simple, insecure, confused, not in the least bit confident, fearful, weak


Well, there's nothing really to say about me. I'm nineteen, and there's not much to me. I'm a writer of short stories and poems. I'm bisexual, not that that's a big thing. I'm more the quiet type, I speak only when it is absolutly nessicary, and I don't really have many friends. I find that humanity is an absolute waste of space and i'm waiting for my death. Most people call me a "goth", but labels aren't really my thing, just 'cause I like black doesn't make me gothic. In fact, most of the people who claim to be "goth" truly have no idea what that term means. It's not all about black clothing and pale skin, or fucking shopping at Hot Topic, it's more of realizing the beauty of the darker parts of life, you know? Probably not, you're all stupid ignorent dipshits. I have a morbid sense of humor, or so I've been told. I don't understand it, I just like to laugh at other's pain, you probably do too, so I don't get what's wrong with it. I'm a dreamer, and due to this I tend not to really live in reality. I have a perfect world with a crimson sky and jet black earth, made just for me. a place where I can be myself and be understood and loved, not just tolerated. Also, I'm a hopeless romantic. Yep, I may not act like it but I'm into all that romance and stuff. I'm into the Vampyric culture, way into it. It's actually quite frightening... But it's great. Anything else, don't ask. If I want you to fucking know me I'll tell you on my own damn terms. And as you could already tell, I'm not a fucking "people person", so it's best if you just leave me alone.