disappearing within methis once was.now is not.gone until...always gone.who were you anyway?from where did you appear?some lies are neverending.i lie in slumber. swallowing my tears.covering my fears.where were you anyway,when it came to take me?pushing me out the door because you know why you should?i'm pushing me out the door because i know why i should.why'd you come anyway?you know it's not your place.are you even listening to this? reading it? you don't know it though.maybe it'd be better if you just disappear.maybe it'd be better if you just reappear.i know it'd be better if you just reappeared.who is the hero?he?sickness overwhelms me.sadness to succumb to.everchanging torment.i'll never get used to this.sickness overwhelms me.nothing left to succumb to...except you...i accept you......except you my lord.my god, my king.my only light.the only one that still burns for me.lift me up and out of this darkness.save me.raise me.find your way through me.help me find you through myself.nothing left to succumb to.except you.