Hello, My name is AsHlEy and I am 16 years old. I'm an ex cutter, ex lover and a new believer. I'm quiet && shy until you get to know me. I enjoy painting & writing poetry which u can find @ www.allpoetry.com and look for "walking in pain" which is my pen name. I also enjoy singing when i'm bored and hanging with my friends. And my all time favorite is just nature. . . walking in the wood or walking @ the lake just makes my heart melt lol && i fucking LOVE storms!!!. I have dark blue eyes in winter and light blue/gray in the summer. My original color hair is blond, but is now cinnaberry red/brown. Yes..I do beleive in love @ first site and yes, i have been heart broken many times, but now i'm learning that life goes on. I love talking on the computer and chatting on the phone with certain people. I do believe in magic and all that weird stuff, but that does not make me wierd. I have 2 best friends. . . kaylynn and Danny. There are only a few people who i can open up to which are those 2 and a few more. I have a hard time trusting people and once you lose my trust. . . I either stop talking to you, dump you as a friend or just never tell you anything again. But i think that is all i can write for now. If you have any questions. . . . let me know.Get Your Own Voice PlayerManageA few things people should except me for. This is what i am. . not who i am.* i judge ppl. . .yes and i really have a habit of doing it which i am working on.* I am anti-prep. Some of the ppl i judge fall into this catagorie and i am working on that. I am a great person and will talk to anyone so just cuz i don't care for preps. . .i am not a bitch.*I am bi. This does not mean i think every girl out in the world is hot. I am just more opend with who i date. I am still more boy crazy though. . but if there ever was a chance i liked a girl and she liked me. . .dating could be a possibility, but boys are still 2 thumbs up! Also. . . I am not 100% sure i am bi. I find it easyer to say i am then to kill myself over if i am or not. Just easyer to admit then to deny myself.*I do not believe in god. This does not mean i worship the devil or cast evil spells on ppl. I am still alive and living my life perfectly and how i like it. . .i have no fear in going to hell nor do i really believe that there is a hell. Just cuz i don't wear black and dress goth doesn't mean i am pro-god. I am not and will never be.*I take things personaly. Some jokes offend me and i do sometimes take things to far or to seriously. I appologize if i misunderstand what you were saying.* Yes. . i am over weight and i'm working on not letting my size effect my life or the way i think. Personaly. . .size or weight doesn't matter on a person. Personality is the major part of a person.* I do get pissed when people break promises and if you do. . .you will know when i'm mad. Same goes for secrets. If you tell someone my secret. . i will either drop you as a friend and never speak to you again. Distant myself and or just never tell you a secret again.* If you offend one of my friends and mean alot to me or you hurt one of my friends. I will be pissed and drop you as a friend. I don't care how long we've known each other or even if you were a best friend of mine. Once you hurt or betray one of my friends in a harmfull way. . .you are no longer on my good side. * I am not a bitch lol i have learned to speak my mind. I don't care what ppl say about me or what they think about me. I am a very sweet funny girl to hang out with once you get to know me. Judge me as you will. . .i don't care.* I have depression. That is what i have, but not who i am. It is chemicaly and can never be "cured" just controlled by medication. I am not contagis or think about dying 24-7. I just live in the dark a little more then ppl without depression i guess.* I am not goth nor prep. I have my own style and if you don't like it. . .then don't be my friend. Don't try and understand me aswell. . .i'm very complicated and change often.*You hurt my family in any way. . .i will hurt you. I will not talk to you and if you get more offencive on me or my family. . . you will get hurt and i will not be afraid to take the first punch.I think that is all for now. If i figure something out. . .i will write it. Again. . i am not a bitch really lol once you talk to me. . .we could be the best of friends.